I understand I shouldn't have said I had a dip in..i apologize for typing that..but I'm honest.
I get the whole tough love thing but what I don't get is being compared to sandusky. Idipped snuff..i didn't rape young boys. Go fuck yourself wt57.You're the same one who wanted to swap phone numbers in my inbox..fuck off and fuck you. Sounded like you just wanted to one up all the other guys that jumped on my ass. I know you wouldn't say that shit to my face without me beating your fuckin eyes out.
To all you other guys who jumped on my ass...I'll take it like a fuckin man. I shouldn't have said I had a dip in. I get it. I plan on tomorrow being day 1 of my quit. There's no snuff in the house, truck, or fieldhouse. I hope to post roll when I wake up.
and again wt57..fuck you
Post roll now!! Why wait!! And fuck me!! I don't give a shit what you think of me as long as you quit and you quit being a killer role model to young men!! Man up and not only quit but do something positive to kill tabacco use among the-boys that Look up to you! I put my hand out there and it is still there if you quit. Rage before you quit??? Just wait!!!
It's not you saying you had a mouth full that set me off
Keep reading, see how many of us started dipping during high school sports! If coaches reached out and discouraged it and actually taught the dangers maybe some of us and countless others would have spared a life of addiction. How many Tom and Jenny Kerns or Randy's stories could be prevented! Fuck me again! I'm old I could die now and I've lived a long miserable addicted life I really don't give a shit! But when I do die I will tell you one thing. I can say never have I let an opportunity go by to talk the evils of tabacco, even though I wasn't forth coming and honest about my own use!
I really hesitate to do this but I'm going to: to begin my story I am not seeking sympathy in telling my story. I have never spoken openly about this but as a young lad I was repeatedly sexually abused by a family friend and role model!! My life was ruined because of this abuse! I have lived with that skeleton in my closet for over 50 years, my wife was the first person I told and that was the first week of my quit. Just as I was learning to cope with life in high school I was again attact by another adult role model a high school teacher and wresting coach! This attack wasn't sexual in nature, it was a combination of emotional, physical abuse combined with using my peers to attact me, but was equally distructve and left me with emotionally scars. These two life altering series of events lead me into a life of depression. I was introduced to nicotine and alcohol during this difficult time and I associate my addictions to these events. I wasn't trying to one up anyone! Rather I was trying to make a point you don't have to stick your dick in the young men to do permanent damage to them!! A poor example that leads to deadly distructve behavior may have lasting effects that are just as distructve! For me I honestly can't say which abuse had the more distructve effect. Over 100 days ago I had to deal with my abuse. I had to face the demons they were trying to derail my quit. I ceremonially had to flush all of those events down the toilet like I had my last 3 cans of Copenhagen a couple weeks earlier. I successfully did rid myself of this. Then tonight I read this thread and memories, anger, hatred and everything about my high school abuse came rushing back! I have aquired tools here to help me cope with life and will move on now but I will not back down on the comments I made, abuse comes in many forms! There was more that came out of this tread that I have to deal with but now is not the time.
Dave you can continue to tell me to fuck off I really am not hurt by that! If you were here you could beat my fucking eyes in I'd still say the same thing. My hand is still extended your quit is important to me. But even more important your example to the team!!
