Well Here Goes Something

Started by jack_smiff1, October 04, 2015, 05:49:00 PM

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ChickDip

Dear Smiff,
Congrats on your 1 year, that is kick-ass!
Love, your quit-sis, Chick
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

pab1964

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Congrats on the 3rd Floor!
Smiff!
Badass 300 brother!
You go young one! I never stopped for. More than time to go get another can when I was your age! Damn proud of you!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

jack_smiff1

Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

ChickDip

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Quote from: jack_smiff1300
Congrats on the 3rd Floor!
Smiff!
Badass 300 brother!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

Tjschu

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Congrats on the 3rd Floor!

jack_smiff1

Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

jack_smiff1

Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

jack_smiff1

Day 294 STRESS IS STRESS...

Jeez I can't believe how many people still chew.. Gross
Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

jack_smiff1

I just wanted to put it out there for those who are continuing in the struggle to quit or keep quit and honestly just do it. It sucks ya it feels like you're losing your best friend but really you're putting down the dog thats been sick for a long time. It does nothing good for you and people fail to realize that. I finally have spending money for things i want instead of need. I can taste better, smell better, and my blood pressure is down. There's nothing but benefits to quitting that shit, it's just do you have the balls do face that you can function without it and wake up every morning to post your promise to you and your group? Stay quit

-Smiff
Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

jack_smiff1

Wow it's been along time, i started to ghost and post but i'm back. Dogs got my back so fuck it lets get it then!
Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

jack_smiff1

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Anxiety and Depression sucks.. but what doesn't suck is getting paid good! The new job is awesome, purchasing and inventory management! Great resume boosting and I love the gig. Can't wait for warm weather on the lake!
Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

dipbegone

Quote from: jack_smiff1160s baby, haven't wrote in a long time! Got a new job and it pays very well for someone my age! I'm glad to be quit with all with you.
Smiff...my DoG! Man we get one day further into this every 24 and it feels incredible. Just spent some time looking back on our quit thread. Wow we were all fucked and foggy. Damn proud to be this far along with you. Let's do this shit again manana. Congrats on the new gig...beers are on you!

DoG House is the place to be

jack_smiff1

160s baby, haven't wrote in a long time! Got a new job and it pays very well for someone my age! I'm glad to be quit with all with you.
Chewing tobacco number one cause for ugliness.

AppleJack

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Quote from: jack_smiff1So here we are i guess, hitting the 130s and wow! Do i feel like i'm on day one! My anxiety has been very bad and I feel like i'm losing myself. My panic attacks are back, guess is the late HOF funk. I'll conquer it though, i can't explain the emotion i'm feeling. I'm guessing its just depression and anxiety. I'll keep you guys update... 'bang head'
Hey Smiff...
I hit that 150 Mark like you...then 190 to about 199wad hard for me... Depression set in for a while, Someone had to tell me, "its a funk, it will pass". And, it did, but i tell you, it had me freaked out a bit, i had no idea where it was coming from at the time it first started happening.
After 200, hit a few rough areas, but fewer and farther between.
Hang in there. Smiff, your a tough dog.
I remember that stretch... it sucked ass. I totally logged it in my intro but I'm too lazy to find it.

It was basically this...
You just spent every ounce of energy hitting that HOF mark. And it was goooood. Damn good! You ride that high for a little while y'know? Not very long but... a little while. It's that endorphin fade after a kick-ass workout. I ride about 20 miles a day and I love that afterglow. Anyway... it isn't long before you realize the sprint is actually a helluva lot longer than you realized. In fact... it's not a sprint at all. Dammit! The bigger picture intrudes a bit and, despite our day to day mantra, the long view is something you start to think about. I hit that around 130 too. Made me a li'l geeky for a bit so I just refocused and powered through. Tried to take a moment and enjoy that Quit from the front porch... enjoying the view I created.

Do the same, man. Slow down and revel in your accomplishment. Use the tools that got you here.
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

ChickDip

Quote from: jack_smiff1So here we are i guess, hitting the 130s and wow! Do i feel like i'm on day one! My anxiety has been very bad and I feel like i'm losing myself. My panic attacks are back, guess is the late HOF funk. I'll conquer it though, i can't explain the emotion i'm feeling. I'm guessing its just depression and anxiety. I'll keep you guys update... 'bang head'
Hey Smiff...
I hit that 150 Mark like you...then 190 to about 199wad hard for me... Depression set in for a while, Someone had to tell me, "its a funk, it will pass". And, it did, but i tell you, it had me freaked out a bit, i had no idea where it was coming from at the time it first started happening.
After 200, hit a few rough areas, but fewer and farther between.
Hang in there. Smiff, your a tough dog.
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day