Yeee Mother Fucking Hawwwwwww! Day 17, made it through a weekend on the lake, on the boat, drinking beer and water skiing, I was worried about it last Friday but to be honest it was so much easier that I thought it may be. Sure there were moments here and there when I either instinctively reached for a can (like getting back in the boat) or letting my mind wonder and the thought of having a DIP sounded good.
But shake my head real hard, call myself a dumb ass, look at my wife and kids and FUCK IT IT AINT HAPPENEN,,,,,,,,,,,
Thanks to all my brothers and sisters who are quit along with me, without this site and all of you I am not sure it would have been possible to go 17 days without a little COPE.
To those who are newer to this site than I am, all I can say is you all are some seriously TOUGH sons a bitches! The first step, deciding to quit is the hardest, the rest is just a decision you have to make daily to stay quit. It does get easier as the days go by, but realize there will always be moments when you feel the need/desire, when those moments come I pray we all have the courage and strength to reach out and SLAP the SHIT out of that NIC BITCH! It feels great when you do!