Hey guys, well let me introduce myself. My name is Drew and I haven't had a dip since 8:00PM last night. This is day 1 free for me and so far so good. I stumbled upon this sight actually googling "patch vs gum" or "dip alternative" and after staying up until 3 in the morning reading the forums I decided not only would I stop without the assistance of any OTC aid, I was stopping at that moment. I laid in bed thinking maybe I'll get up and go in the bathroom and take 1 last pinch... and then I realized that just about sums up my addiction. Why do I need one more? I've had one everyday for the last 10 years. Did I want a good last memory like the last pinch was perfect? NO! It has made me lie to my family, my beautiful fiancee, sit in the bathroom by myself to hide it, drive the long way home and ending almost every meal short because I got to have it.
I posted to roll call as soon as I came to work today and registered and my inbox was flooded by supporters. I couldn't believe it? I've been on forums for boats and cars and expect to refresh it once every other day maybe to see a response, but this forum is so active! I appreciate everyone who sent me a message as I have just been contemplating how much this is going to suck all day basically. Also I have been wondering if I'll ever be have to take a shit again or if this headache will ever go away... (but seriously I don't even have the urge to go)
Again, I'm still trying to figure this whole site out, but being the rook I am ya'll sure did make me feel welcome. Thank you.