I look at my beautiful wife and her pregnant belly... My two sons, ages 3 and 1... They are more than worth it. They say quit for YOU... I believe I am. I do. But I believe I am quitting as much FOR THEM. They need me. Just as I need my Dad now, but he's gone. They need me to be their daddy, their leader. Damn, they are looking at me all the time. They both mimic me. Now, it's without the dip in my lip.
Again, I am quitting for me, but I am breaking generational curses. Killing vicious cycles. Not in my family. Not while I'm the head of the house.
29 days... Going strong, protecting my quit. ODAAT. I won't say never again. One day at a time. That is good enough for me right now. I am winning this battle. I can honestly say that I have not came close to caving. Not even close. But I still protect my quit because I am only $7 and a short two minute drive away from a bad decision. QLF and never getting too comfortable or confident.
But today, I am quit, and damn that feels great.