Hello all. My name is Jeremy and this is harder to do than I thought - not the quitting part but confessing some of my biggest weaknesses to people I barely know.
Like most - I've wanted to quit for some time now, but have been unable to stay away. I have had plenty of reasons to stop but am too weak to follow through. I wanted to quit when I got married, on several New Year's Days, on my birthday, when my children were born, on my first fathers day and so on. BUT - I have been too weak.
I have had enough. Last night was my last dip. I am so frustrated with this shit. I want to be around for my children.
I have been dipping for years....I can't tell you how long - over 10 probably closer to 15. Today I am at the point of becoming sick thinking about it, become fearful that I have permanently done something wrong and scared it will effect my family.
I don't know what is in store for me regarding "Kill the Can" but I'm ready to go and live the rest of my life!