Time to Grow a Spine

[Volp]

GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU GAP-TOOTHED, STANK-ASS, HAIRY FUCKIN' WHORE!!!!

You tell her Dragger. Fuck her and her horse. She owned you for way too many years. It's your turn to fuck her.

[kneedragger]

GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU GAP-TOOTHED, STANK-ASS, HAIRY FUCKIN' WHORE!!!!

[Steelers]

That may be the most thorough intro I've seen but I still don't know your favorite color. Never mind. Great to have you out here and congrats on the best desicion of your life. Since you're already on day 4, I'll spare you the normal 3 days of hell speach. You're probably already detoxed. You're still gonna have sleepless nights, dip rage, a mind fuck where you everything will be foggy and you'll feel like you can even complete a coherant sentence. All of this will pass in time. Some, like the fog, will come and go. It's all just your body getting used to life without a cancer causing chemical running through your system. If you feel like bitching at someone, bitch at us, we can take it and it's what we're here for. Drink tons of water the first few weeks. It helps to flush your system even more. Stay very active out here and you'll be bombarded with more than enough support.
Rock on brother.

Volp

Great Intro, need any help PM me, we will keep you quit

[greg40]

Hell-fuck-yeah!! This silly prick is on the right track! Stay pissed and stay close to the site. :D

[Volp]

That may be the most thorough intro I've seen but I still don't know your favorite color. Never mind. Great to have you out here and congrats on the best desicion of your life. Since you're already on day 4, I'll spare you the normal 3 days of hell speach. You're probably already detoxed. You're still gonna have sleepless nights, dip rage, a mind fuck where you everything will be foggy and you'll feel like you can even complete a coherant sentence. All of this will pass in time. Some, like the fog, will come and go. It's all just your body getting used to life without a cancer causing chemical running through your system. If you feel like bitching at someone, bitch at us, we can take it and it's what we're here for. Drink tons of water the first few weeks. It helps to flush your system even more. Stay very active out here and you'll be bombarded with more than enough support.
Rock on brother.

Volp

[kneedragger]

I started dipping in 6th grade Ã,â€" I think that means I was 12. I remember going out to recess and a group of friends were all huddled around this one kid, Jeff. Turns out he was handing out dips from a tin of Skoal wintergreen. I stuck a pinch in my lip like everyone else, but I just let it sit there. DidnÃ,’t know what else I was supposed to do. DidnÃ,’t suck on it or squeeze the juice out of it or spit. Jeff asked me if I was even dipping or was I just wasting it. All of the sudden I felt like I was doing it wrong. I had to get more of it so I could practice and learn how to do it right. That was itÃ,…been dipping ever since. Sometime in my teens I switched over to Skoal Mint. Not really sure why. Was also smoking about a pack a day, but smoking was really just a way to get nicotine when I couldnÃ,’t dip.

ThatÃ,’s why it was so easy to Ã,“quitÃ,” smoking when I met my wife. She didnÃ,’t want to date a smoker and I didnÃ,’t really care about smoking anyway, as long as I didnÃ,’t have to give up dipping. Plus I was in grad school, so my schedule wasnÃ,’t particularly demanding. I could always get back to my apt a couple of times during the day to sneak a lipper.

Once I got through grad school and started working, things got a little complicated. CouldnÃ,’t get my nicotine from cigarettes anymore and couldnÃ,’t dip at work. YouÃ,’d think that would be enough to make me quit, but instead I figured out a way to dip at work. I found I could pack a quid in the back of my mouth behind my upper back teeth. Basically in the spot vacated by my wisdom teeth. As long as I didnÃ,’t use too much, you couldnÃ,’t even tell I had a dip in. Then I learned to spit in a Starbucks coffee cup with the lid on. I actually found I could spit in that little hole, but make it look like I was taking a sip of coffee while I was doing it. My co-workers started joking about how IÃ,’m never without a cup of coffee. It was unbelievable. I basically figured out a way to have a dip in all day every day. I was more hooked than IÃ,’ve ever been.

But then I started to watch as my mother-in-law battled Non-HodgkinÃ,’s Lymphoma. She had a stem cell transplant and some pretty serious chemo. Took her about a year to recover and she fought every step of the way. Now sheÃ,’s been diagnosed with MDS, which is basically a bone marrow condition caused by excessive exposure to radiation. The only treatment is another transplant and, believe it or not, more chemo. But the fatality odds have gone up quite a bit this time around. But she just keeps fightingÃ,…and here I am the hole time puttinÃ,’ this shit in my body thatÃ,’s gonna kill me because IÃ,’m too weak to face life without it. It made me feel like such a piece of shit to watch how she faced every hardship with courage when I knew I was a spineless addict.

I went online looking for help and found a group of guys that not only got seriousÃ,…they got fuckinÃ,’ angry. ThatÃ,’s just what I needed and IÃ,’ve been fuckinÃ,’ angry ever since. I will not lose another second of my life to this useless shit. IÃ,’m four days in and I feel empowered by the vulgar, disgusting, beautiful badasses at KTC. With them behind me, I know I can beat this shit.