A few days ago (4 or 5), i decided that I was going to ween* off of dip. That first day I didn't have one dip. I had killed a can the night before, and didn't replace it on the drive home. Went all night and the next day without. (Rough day for sure). On the way home I bought a can. Had a dip on the way home. Woke up the next morning with a mouth full of sores. Dipped that day, all the way to this morning. I woke up (mouth still not healed) and said what am I doing. I got the sores, just get through them. Why allow them to pop up and continue dipping through them, just to reach your quit date and have them pop out again. So this morning. I pulled the trigger so to speak. I set it for today, and with help and support I am done. I am forgetting about the hundreds of times I said i was done, and making this one stick. To be honest though, never joined any groups any of the previous times. For those times it was just me, my brain (screaming for nic) and a wallet that had enough cash to indulge. Interesting to think that had I planned to just go cold turkey at the beginning, it might have been just a bit easier...lol story of my life. lol
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