The way I see it your on day 4. There is some quitting going on here.
Here is what you need to do. Buy you a ticket and jump on the next plain out to the Himalayas. There is a mountain there called Mount Everest. You've heard of this right?
Climb that mountain brother. All the way to to the top!! You might need a couple oxygen tanks, the air is quite thin up there I hear. I've personally never made this journey, but this is not about me. When you get to the top breathe in that freedom friend. Take a good look at the world without nicotine running through your blood, desensitizing your feelings and blurring your vision. You are now nicotine free. Freedom,, feel it, taste it and smell it.
Now,,, I understand that Mount Everest may be a little out of the question. If you can't make the trip just walk outside your front door,, it will do. The point is start noticing life without the poison. We weren't meant to be lead around by a can of dirt. Never again for any reason. I'm quit with you today.