Hello everyone. I have found your community helpful today. I pull it up on my iphone.. read a couple of things. Helps me on some of the rough times.
38yo dipping since i was in college. Skoal Man came to my Fraternity every Monday. As many bricks as we wanted, no charge. That's 20 years now.
I am a successful dipper. Not too many people know about it. I have my ways, I'm sure you can relate. My family doesn't see it. I own my own company. My employees know when to not come in and bother me during the day. They know not to talk to my wife or kids about it. It's a silent agreement. I've been a very good manipulator, to keep my can with me.
I'm a dipper, 1-2 cans a day. Straight Longcut. My peaceful place.
Saturday was the first full day that I can remember that I didn't have nicotine. I have failed at every attempt to quit within hours.
Could not handle it last night. Had half a can.
So far so good today. Not a pinch. No celebrating though. I feel like crap. Just hope I can fall asleep and get this day over.