All right Jbob.
Everyone has patted you on the butt and gave you props for being honest.
Seems like your first cave didn't scare or resolve you to quit.
What is the ingredient in your quit to fucking quit and not start again?
Don't give me any bullshit that its too hard or you are too weak. That is me and my statement.
Quitting is too hard and I am too weak to quit but I want to. I am here because this is my daily treatment to keep my addiction in remission. I am and always will be an addict.
You will not make it 100 days. Your head gets in the game and leaves the game.
If you really want this, you'll fight for it. If it is just to shed some guilt that you have, quit mentally masturbating on KTC. You're a caver. This site if for quitters.
It is time for you to chose. I hope you are a quitter but if you're a caver, go can hump or give cigars blow jobs. Just don't profess to be a quitter if you don't want this and don't follow the plan.
If you post roll every day, keep your promise, and repeat. That is the strategy, any addict can do this if they want.
Where is your head Bitch?