Just thought I would give an update now that I'm on Day 46 with no nic and Day 2 with no Smokey Mountain.
Fuck this sucks again. Having used the fake stuff since Day 2 seemed to really help, and now I understand why. It was like a security blanket that fooled my mind into thinking it was getting something, anything from that little pinch between my cheeck and gum.
Now, without even that, I am back to major craves, almost as if I were on Day 3 again.
I plan to stay off the fake stuff for now, but if I have to, I will go back - better that than caving to the real stuff. I just wish my mind and body could get on the same page with this quit.
But I am quit, and I posted roll today...and I will post roll tomorrow.
Stay strong guys. We can do this, you and me, together.