Today is my Dad's birthday but he is not here to celebrate. You see, he loved nicotine more than life, family, health, vacations, success and himself. Even after having 3 heart surgeries and countless heart attacks he still chose to put the poison in his body. No matter who talked to him about it, he still thought he was the special butterfly and that there is nothing wrong with nicotine. So, he suffered dearly the last 5 years of his nicotine filled life. Lots of pain and screaming that was directly attributed to his lifelong addiction. There is nothing good or glamorous about nicotine. I choose today to be quit. I will not dip today. I quit with Sept '12 every a.m. because in the daylight I know better. Cheers brothers and protect your quit at all costs.
Dad, you coulda quit ya know? I miss you.