Hello Killthecan.org community,
My name is Todd, I am 37 years old and live in the rural Appalachian Mtns. of Virginia. I started experimenting with snuff at the age of 12 and by the age of 13 I was dipping a can a day up until 8-18-13. My brand was skoal fine cut wintergreen, but I had moved to Long-cut the last few years. I had been planning to quit this summer. My parents got me the nicotine patch and the nicotine gum for Father's Day back in June. I wanted to wait until Dog Days were over this summer before I tried to quit. I am married, we have three kids a 19 yo son, a 12 yo daughter, and a 9 yo boy. I am an RN. I went directly to Nursing school after high school and have been a nurse for 16 years now. I have worked ER, Critical care, Adolescent psych, Adult psych, and I am now a pediatric case manager for special needs (cerebral palsy and other brain injury) patients. Last week I found out that a guy that grew up three houses up the street from me died. He found out in Jan. of 2013 that he had mouth cancer and died 2 weeks ago, mid-Aug. 2013. I didn't know him that well but I remember him. He was 5 years older than me growing up. A good guy, he had 2 kids just living a normal life; coaching baseball and working-typical dad/family guy it seems. But now that life is gone. It hit me hard. I want to beat this beast. I don't know how you guys view nicotine replacement, but I am on the patch and plan to taper down. It seems to be helping. I am using the Smokey Mtn. Wintergreen Herbal snuff, which has helped a great deal with the mental aspect of having the oral fix/hobby. I have tried in the past: Nicotine gum-failed (too much chewing), Wellbutrin-failed (insomnia side effect-very bad stuff), Zyban-failed (terrible stuff-could not even think right at all). Dont be too hard on me for using the patch-I am giving it my best shot to quit I am really tired to dipping. I am worried about triggers though, I have a very active outdoor life and dipped at all times in the past hunting, coaching, fishing, camping, riding dirt bikes-you name it I was dipping. :(