the longest 1st day

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Sportsfan231

#19
January 22, 2016, 07:19:00 AM
congrats on 12th floor friend.. 'boob' 'boob' 'boob'

Coach Steve

#18
February 21, 2014, 03:08:00 PM
Quote from: CBird65Half Comma Bumpage
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cbird65

#17
February 21, 2014, 03:07:00 PM
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30isEnuff

#16
October 19, 2012, 01:44:00 PM
You caved ADMann because you broke the "Law of Addiction".
That is, YOU put the POISON in YOUR mouth!!!!!!!

Make up your mind, quit being a fucking PUSSY!! Look in the mirror and be honest with yourself. If you're gonna "be" quit, then "be" quit. If you're gonna "be" a liar to yourself, then "be" a liar to yourself.....
Look in the mirror (literally) and "DECIDE" which YOU are gonna "be"!!!!
Make the best choice NOW! Scream, cry, swing at your addiction....get crazy fucking mad about it! Snap out of the cave talk and get the quit walk struttin'!!!
Do it for YOU cause you're the one who will have to live with being on your death bed dying from the dip you put in your addicted mouth!
YOU can kick the can...the TOOLS are here.
pay very close attention to what Scowick65 is saying to YOU! Think on it! BE QUIT!!!!!
I quit with YOU TODAY!!! 'bang head'
Keeping my jaw and tongue...I like them.
It's poison I tell ya, You wouldn't drink Liquid Drano, would ya?

Radman

#15
October 19, 2012, 01:28:00 PM
So, how does it feel repeating the agony of withdrawal. Make the quit stick this time and don't suffer that again. Get your plan together. That needs to be priority #1.

Scowick65

#14
October 19, 2012, 01:21:00 PM
Quote from: per034
Quote from: ADMannSo I have been posting with KTC for more the 70 days. I was doing really good till I craved, and did not ask for help. I screwed up and allowed life to get in my way. I failed my self by not believing in myself and I failed my Nov brothers by not calling and asking for help.

The biggest thing I can say is that I will ask for help, either by calling, txting, emailing, screaming, fuck I'll use smoke signals if I have to. I will not fail this time. I will keep my fat ass in the gym, watch what I eat, and ask for help.

A little about me, I had chewed for about 15 years or so. I was a big fan of the fresh cope both long cut and snuff, and God know that I loved a little RedMan. I was in the military for 10 years, till I became a single father and I then choose to seperate at the end of my contract and become dad full time. I still work for the gov, but no longer have to wear the uniform or go on deployments.
You gotta give us a "why." What happened? Allowing life to get in the way is not a "why." You gotts 'splain it to us.

Cavers don't understand the importance of this question in the list of three. This is CRITICALLY important. It's not intended to force you to pants yourself. It's to share will all of us where the failure comes from. What happened that caused you to drop your guard? If someone else has a similar experience and knows your tale, they may be more inclined to keep their gaurd up even more.

So again... why?
QuoteI failed my self by not believing in myself and I failed my Nov brothers by not calling and asking for help.
You must dig deep to figure out why you caved and how to fix it. I can assure you that it is not because you did not believe in yourself. There are NOT two types of people; people who believe and quit and people who do not believe and fail. Figure this out.

per034

#13
October 19, 2012, 12:40:00 PM
Quote from: ADMannSo I have been posting with KTC for more the 70 days. I was doing really good till I craved, and did not ask for help. I screwed up and allowed life to get in my way. I failed my self by not believing in myself and I failed my Nov brothers by not calling and asking for help.

The biggest thing I can say is that I will ask for help, either by calling, txting, emailing, screaming, fuck I'll use smoke signals if I have to. I will not fail this time. I will keep my fat ass in the gym, watch what I eat, and ask for help.

A little about me, I had chewed for about 15 years or so. I was a big fan of the fresh cope both long cut and snuff, and God know that I loved a little RedMan. I was in the military for 10 years, till I became a single father and I then choose to seperate at the end of my contract and become dad full time. I still work for the gov, but no longer have to wear the uniform or go on deployments.
You gotta give us a "why." What happened? Allowing life to get in the way is not a "why." You gotts 'splain it to us.

Cavers don't understand the importance of this question in the list of three. This is CRITICALLY important. It's not intended to force you to pants yourself. It's to share will all of us where the failure comes from. What happened that caused you to drop your guard? If someone else has a similar experience and knows your tale, they may be more inclined to keep their gaurd up even more.

So again... why?
The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

"Every time you bump someone and dont fix it, a kitten dies" - Jost2Brown

ADMann

#12
October 19, 2012, 11:45:00 AM
So I have been posting with KTC for more the 70 days. I was doing really good till I craved, and did not ask for help. I screwed up and allowed life to get in my way. I failed my self by not believing in myself and I failed my Nov brothers by not calling and asking for help.

The biggest thing I can say is that I will ask for help, either by calling, txting, emailing, screaming, fuck I'll use smoke signals if I have to. I will not fail this time. I will keep my fat ass in the gym, watch what I eat, and ask for help.

A little about me, I had chewed for about 15 years or so. I was a big fan of the fresh cope both long cut and snuff, and God know that I loved a little RedMan. I was in the military for 10 years, till I became a single father and I then choose to seperate at the end of my contract and become dad full time. I still work for the gov, but no longer have to wear the uniform or go on deployments.
"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving"

First Quit date 08062012
Craved on 10092012
Answered the three questions on 10112012
Second Quit Date 10/10/2012
HOF Date 01/17/2013

Arfy

#11
October 17, 2012, 02:17:00 PM
I believe you owe November some answers before you just hit the reset button!
Caving is NOT an option!

?The only thing nicotine use does is relieve withdrawal symptoms that come from not using. That's it.? #brilliance #truth

"The day you forget Day 1...you lose."~Loot

Quit Date: 8/17/12

HOF Date 11/24/12

kana

#10
October 10, 2012, 10:31:00 AM
Hope came back to bite you in the ass... Hope is a weak word..
It looks as though you went 2 months without posting anything.. probably not involved enough, and I'd have to guess not involved with a few buddies?
Life or death... pretty simple decision...
we choose our battles.. the battles we do fight, be aware that they have to be, but passion rules? James Hetfield

wastepanel

#9
October 10, 2012, 09:16:00 AM
If you thought your first day was long back in August, you ain't seen shit then buddy.

What happened?
Why did it happen?
What are you doing differently this time?

EDIT: You had a 98% roll call record as well. Your first day missed was last week. Would you care to elaborate extensively about why you posted roll call for over 60 (almost) consecutive days and then just chose to use without notifying anybody?
In the end I Surrender, I and I alone accept that I have and always will have a Nicotene ADDICTION. It is my choice to quit, but I can't do it alone. I get to go down this path one time, I want to do it right. I recognize that my word, my integrety to you is on the line and is only as good as my actions. Caving is not an option in this plan-Eafman 7/11

I am not cured. I will quit one day at a time. I will continue to do what works. Posting roll everyday. To do otherwise would be foolish on my part. You can do this-Ready 12/11

To overcome your addiction you must comprehend what it means to fail-Razd 3/12

Theres a lot of people that come here, especially vets, that WANT to be reminded that they are addicts.-Tarpon 6/12

Just as a building starts with architectural drawings. Your daily quit begins with a promise.-Scowick 2/13

Here and now, focused on today, minute by minute, whatever it takes, I promise to all my bros and myself not to become a negative stat and stay quit!-krok 1/15

I want everyone to be quit. Even the assholes.-Probe1957 1/18

Ignoring history or erasing history fixes nothing and leads you inevitably down the same path.-69franx 04/30/2021

TSNUS

#8
October 10, 2012, 07:46:00 AM
ADMann you definitely owe us some answers 60 + day quit gone POOF. I admire your honesty and you made the right call to come back. My advice is to not go it alone. Buddy up with a few folks NOW and use those digits when you need them, we have your back but you need to reach out as well. To those given second chances much will be required.
Quit 8/14/12 and taking my life back one day at a time.

If you don?t control what you have access to, what you have access to will control you.

I?m trying to remind myself daily it?s not the absence of conflict that determines whether or not my relationships are healthy. It?s knowing how to handle the conflicts that will arise.

Character is who we are, not who we pretend to be. It's better to be shaped than to be fake.

per034

#7
October 09, 2012, 10:26:00 PM
OK dude. you just posted a Day ONE again today. What happened? November needs some answers and January needs to know who they're dealing with.

Let's get some truth out...
The love you get here is conditional. The condition is that you are quit.

"Every time you bump someone and dont fix it, a kitten dies" - Jost2Brown

30yraddict

#6
August 07, 2012, 04:09:00 PM
Welcome ADMann. Check your inbox(1)

As mentioned before hope is not in our vocabulary.

Hope implies that there is an option to fail. Hope implies that your quit is not in your control. We submit that Quit is a decision- completely within your control. There is no option to fail once you put your name on roll call. Own your quit. You can do this.

fwhammer

#5
August 07, 2012, 03:00:00 PM
ADMann, i was hooked for 32 years, can a day. This site is the formula for success. I am 68 day quit and feeling great. Push through the suck and there is light as long as you post, quit and repeat one day at a time. Quit with you TODAY
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