my intro

[RAZD611]

Farewell everybody.Ã,  I suck.Ã,  HereÃ,’s a little story that should piss you all off.

Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes.Ã,  I told myself Ã,“donÃ,’t buy itÃ,” then I did.Ã,  I told myself Ã,“cigarettes arenÃ,’t the same as dipÃ,” although I knew full well that nic is nic.Ã,  I got home and told myself Ã,“jump into chat, theyÃ,’ll talk you downÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t.Ã,  I didnÃ,’t want to.Ã,  I pulled out the cig and said Ã,“think about all the guys that have been supporting youÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t care.Ã,  I forced you all out of my mind.Ã,  I lit that smoke and said Ã,“I donÃ,’t even like this.Ã,”Ã,  I took a long deep puff, then another.Ã,  Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.

This morning I posted roll.Ã,  Day5.Ã,  Bullshit.

So IÃ,’m leaving.Ã,  I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but IÃ,’m going to have to wear it.

IÃ,’ve unposted my roll.Ã,  IÃ,’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send.Ã,  I deserve whatever you throw at me, so donÃ,’t hold back (KKLJINC).

Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.

jrod day1

Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.

You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it

OWN IT or be OWNED!!!

Before you come back please go to Websters and look up the definitions of Integrity, Character, and Accountability.

When you do come back, make sure and leave your little pink panties at home.

[cbird65]

Farewell everybody. I suck. HereÃ,’s a little story that should piss you all off.

Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself Ã,“donÃ,’t buy itÃ,” then I did. I told myself Ã,“cigarettes arenÃ,’t the same as dipÃ,” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself Ã,“jump into chat, theyÃ,’ll talk you downÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t. I didnÃ,’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said Ã,“think about all the guys that have been supporting youÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said Ã,“I donÃ,’t even like this.Ã,” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.

This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.

So IÃ,’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but IÃ,’m going to have to wear it.

IÃ,’ve unposted my roll. IÃ,’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so donÃ,’t hold back (KKLJINC).

Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.

jrod day1

Are you planning on running away with your tails between you legs -- get real -
Yes you are going to catch hell for post day 5 when you just admitted to the lie.
If you don't respect yourself and the quitters who are supposed to have your back then you really don't have any business being here.

You want to sulk or be quit - make your mind up and do it

OWN IT or be OWNED!!!

[SirDerek]

IÃ,’ve unposted my roll.

No Honor For your Word.

Think about that for a while as it sinks in. You gave your promise and then did not back it up.

Maybe the site may not be the place right now, but look long and deep as in your Life you need to make that word of yours worth something, and right now it is not.

'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'

[jrod]

Farewell everybody. I suck. HereÃ,’s a little story that should piss you all off.

Last night I bought a pack of cigarettes. I told myself Ã,“donÃ,’t buy itÃ,” then I did. I told myself Ã,“cigarettes arenÃ,’t the same as dipÃ,” although I knew full well that nic is nic. I got home and told myself Ã,“jump into chat, theyÃ,’ll talk you downÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t. I didnÃ,’t want to. I pulled out the cig and said Ã,“think about all the guys that have been supporting youÃ,” but I didnÃ,’t care. I forced you all out of my mind. I lit that smoke and said Ã,“I donÃ,’t even like this.Ã,” I took a long deep puff, then another. Then I flew into a tearful rage, smashed the cig, tore apart the pack and went to bed.

This morning I posted roll. Day5. Bullshit.

So IÃ,’m leaving. I feel fucking wretched about the whole thing, but IÃ,’m going to have to wear it.

IÃ,’ve unposted my roll. IÃ,’ll log in once this weekend to read and accept whatever mail you all want to send. I deserve whatever you throw at me, so donÃ,’t hold back (KKLJINC).

Sorry guys, for letting you down and for wasting the investment you made in me.

jrod day1

[Mthomas3824]

what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.

sorry to be so needy.

google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?

Stay on the site and Sack UP!

I always treated nicotine as my own personal, "Beautiful Mind" experience. Everything you think nicotine is to you and your need for it is not real or true.

Nicotine is not a person so its okay to hate her. Nicotine is a parasite. Imagine having a parasite that is taking all your nutrients and eating away your flesh, destroying your brain.

When she is seducing me, I imagine her as a mistress and the adrenaline and excitement that I feel is being alive...Imagine dancing with her and she is too done up, you see an Adam's apple on her neck and the surprise when you life up her skirt and there is genitalia that doesn't arouse you??? It shocks you on how you could have been so deceived! All the sudden the seduction is over and you are in so much shock, rage and realize the con that you run as far away from her deceit.

Simply, you came here to quit because she wasn't good to you and you were done. Why then? What changed? Nothing she is the same and you are still re-wiring. Don't think about this in terms of forever.

Can you quit her for the rest of the day and keep your promise today? Then do that. You aren't quit forever or Tomorrow. Only when it's today. So remember the day you quit and why. Then stay quit today. There is no tomorrow that you think or care about.

She is shit, cut her throat, enjoy watching her bleed out and then let me burn the body and clean your blade with a pat on the back. Kill her now and go live your today nic free! Stop entertaining her. Get laughing. If you aren't text or call someone and say, I need to laugh. My greatest battles that were overcome happened when I went into chat and just expressed that I needed a distraction.

I would drop my jaw at some of the nonsense things. Then I would just laugh and I couldn't stop. Before I even realized it, I wasn't hurting or craving.

I am Glad for Timeless and how he could take any story back or discussions and relate it to picking up some D.C. Tranny's. Seriously doesn't make sense but it save my quit because I was laughing and wondering, "who are these nuts" I wasn't thinking about nic and that was some strategic support.

Proud of you for being humble to ask for help. Your brother have your back and help comes when we have an idea of what you need. Quit on.

Another favorite post from Dag: NO NIC Just Dick today Find some humor and get laughing. This journey is funny too!!!!!

[jrod]

Dear Lord...those pictures. Thank you. Suddenly this Smokey Mountain tastes a bit better...

[traumagnet]

what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.

sorry to be so needy.

google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?

Stay on the site and Sack UP!

That there is a scare...KK you forgot and take over half of your shit.... start stuffin seeds in your head you pretend sneaky lil dipper

[kkljinc]

what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.

sorry to be so needy.

google mouth cancer pictures. How about your wife of ten years finding out and leaving you?

Stay on the site and Sack UP!

[GR8WHITEBUFFALO]

http://www.killthecan.org/pics/

Go through these pics for a while. They scare the shit out of me. I don't want to live like a monster after they cut half my face off, then die a painfully slow death while people shake their heads and worry about my kids after I die.

[jrod]

what do you guys have that will scare me? I'm having a rough morning, need to be scared out of caving. Been searching the site for horror stories.

sorry to be so needy.

[jake frawley]

Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.

And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.

:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "

She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.

I opened up to my wife about my quit- best thing I could have done now I have her in my corner with KTC-

Good choice! My wife is my biggest supporter. You need her. especially to understand why you may be moody as hell!

[Dougie]

Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.

And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.

:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "

She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.

I opened up to my wife about my quit- best thing I could have done now I have her in my corner with KTC-

[kkljinc]

Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.

And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.

:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "

She knew, you did bro.. Let her in on it.

[Mjollnir]

Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.

And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.

:ph43r:We call that " Ninja Dipper. "

[jrod]

Thanks for the support everybody. And weasel, I wish I'd thought about the alcohol before. I had a few beers tonight and am ready to bite my hand off.

And folks, I'm definitely quitting for me. My wife doesn't even know I chew, will be married 10 years in August. I'm a sneaky little addict.