Hi folks. I'm quitting too.
I've always liked to use the line "quitting is easy, I've done it like a million times." Well, that just isn't funny to me any more.
Been chewing for 17 years, which is now officially half my life. I have 3 sons: 6, 2 and 1 month. The 6 year old is finally catching on that there's something funny about the can of "Daddy's candy" and water bottle of "coffee". There's some real responsibility in raising those boys, I don't know why I'm effing around with my health.
I'm sick of being a slave to it. I'm sick of finding new sores and wondering if - this time - I've finally gone and killed myself. I'm sick of planning my life around it.
Right now, day 2 of the quit, I still believe that I love it. There's nothing better than a dip after a day or two off, right?????????? I've checked and rechecked every tin I have to see if there's enough left-over to scrape a pinch together. I'm in a sad state. But I will not buy it. I will not. I'm committed. And in pain. And over-eating. And so damned fidgety right now.
Thanks. Don't wish me luck, I'm in control here.
PS - I figured out QLF, but someone help me with ODAAT and NAFAR.