As the others have said, this is the place if you want to quit and stay quit. The help here is sincere and real. Everyone here has been through what you are going through now, most multiple times before finding KTC. Now that you have tossed the can, NICOTINE IS NOT AN OPTION. (I am only repeating what the many folks on this site have said to me over the past three weeks and it has worked for me) Stuffing chew in your face NEVER fixed or changed anything. You can't control what the world throws at you, but you can control what YOU CHOOSE to put in your mouth.
You are free! The can no longer owns you. Celebrate. It will hurt. The fog will be thick. Weird stuff will pop up that is tough to endure or explain. Bring it here. The sages of KTC will explain and help. And KNOW it will get better. Let me know if I can help
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