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Quote from: Athan on April 09, 2021, 04:54:54 PM
Quote from: macattack on April 09, 2021, 03:55:43 PM
another small canker sore in a different place......feels like I have had more canker sores since day 99 than in the first 98 days fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*k
Check it out - you're manstrating. Seriously though bro, it's OK to see a doc about that. What some might think is herpes of the face is really just a vitamin deficiency  :). Or you could have herpes of the face.  :-\

It’s probably just a vitamin deficiency and or stress. I went to the doctor about a months and a half ago and was fine. I’m just being whiny
Quit 12.23.20 | HOF 04.01.21 | 2nd Floor 07.10.21 | 3rd Floor 10.18.21 | 1 YR 12.23.21 | 4th Floor 01.26.22

Athan

Quote from: macattack on April 09, 2021, 03:55:43 PM
another small canker sore in a different place......feels like I have had more canker sores since day 99 than in the first 98 days fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*k
Check it out - you're manstrating. Seriously though bro, it's OK to see a doc about that. What some might think is herpes of the face is really just a vitamin deficiency  :). Or you could have herpes of the face.  :-\
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macattack

another small canker sore in a different place......feels like I have had more canker sores since day 99 than in the first 98 days fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu*k
Quit 12.23.20 | HOF 04.01.21 | 2nd Floor 07.10.21 | 3rd Floor 10.18.21 | 1 YR 12.23.21 | 4th Floor 01.26.22

EXBEARHAG

Quote from: Thefranks5 on April 02, 2021, 04:29:21 PM
Quote from: macattack on April 02, 2021, 11:25:28 AM
Quote from: Stranger999 on April 01, 2021, 01:05:30 AM

My mouth was a mess for most of the first year. Early congrats on HOF mac - you are just starting on a great journey.  It gets better I promise.  :)

I have to remind myself almost every day that the years of abuse I put on my mouth isn't going to fix itself overnight
And any new issue will drive your anxiety over the wall. I get sores from driving and needing that fix due to driving is my worst trigger. So between fake, gum, seeds and jerky my poor mouth gets beat up and then my stupid brain takes over. An addicts mind is a mess for sure and to this day it amazes me that that my brain is that way. Odaat and nafar is my motto and I have way to many that would pluck out my toe nails if I caved. Keep up the great work Mac and keep blogging it out. It was the vets blogs that pulled me into KTC and really provided answers and support. Stay strong, stay quit and God bless.

Doug

Love that shit Frank!  You and me are brothers from other mothers!  Mac- Frank spews truths.  You are killing it.  Post roll, make some quality connections, stack days ODAAT...head down, shoulder to shoulder

Thefranks5

Quote from: macattack on April 02, 2021, 11:25:28 AM
Quote from: Stranger999 on April 01, 2021, 01:05:30 AM

My mouth was a mess for most of the first year. Early congrats on HOF mac - you are just starting on a great journey.  It gets better I promise.  :)

I have to remind myself almost every day that the years of abuse I put on my mouth isn't going to fix itself overnight
And any new issue will drive your anxiety over the wall. I get sores from driving and needing that fix due to driving is my worst trigger. So between fake, gum, seeds and jerky my poor mouth gets beat up and then my stupid brain takes over. An addicts mind is a mess for sure and to this day it amazes me that that my brain is that way. Odaat and nafar is my motto and I have way to many that would pluck out my toe nails if I caved. Keep up the great work Mac and keep blogging it out. It was the vets blogs that pulled me into KTC and really provided answers and support. Stay strong, stay quit and God bless.

Doug

macattack

Quote from: Stranger999 on April 01, 2021, 01:05:30 AM

My mouth was a mess for most of the first year. Early congrats on HOF mac - you are just starting on a great journey.  It gets better I promise.  :)

I have to remind myself almost every day that the years of abuse I put on my mouth isn't going to fix itself overnight
Quit 12.23.20 | HOF 04.01.21 | 2nd Floor 07.10.21 | 3rd Floor 10.18.21 | 1 YR 12.23.21 | 4th Floor 01.26.22

Hill_Monkey

Quote from: Stranger999 on April 01, 2021, 01:05:30 AM
Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 04:04:03 PM
Quote from: Athan on March 31, 2021, 04:03:02 PM
Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 01:21:45 PM
small canker sore on day 99..the nic bitch doesn't want to go down without a fight
Put some Windex on it

I injected myself with bleach. if it cures covid it should take care of canker sores

My mouth was a mess for most of the first year.  Early congrats on HOF mac - you are just starting on a great journey.  It gets better I promise.  :)

This is the biggest issue for me on day 174 without nicotine.

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    Congratulations on 100 days of freedom brother Mac, Remember to get the wheels rolling things must fire on all cylinders! you are the First spark. and it motivates the rest of us to kick it into gear. Birds of a feathers flock together. were still fresh but the future without nicotine is already looking brighter and it inspires me to be better! Kick ass work my friend and keep on firing away we got your back!

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Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 04:04:03 PM
Quote from: Athan on March 31, 2021, 04:03:02 PM
Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 01:21:45 PM
small canker sore on day 99..the nic bitch doesn't want to go down without a fight
Put some Windex on it

I injected myself with bleach. if it cures covid it should take care of canker sores

My mouth was a mess for most of the first year.  Early congrats on HOF mac - you are just starting on a great journey.  It gets better I promise.  :)

macattack

Quote from: Athan on March 31, 2021, 04:03:02 PM
Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 01:21:45 PM
small canker sore on day 99..the nic bitch doesn't want to go down without a fight
Put some Windex on it

I injected myself with bleach. if it cures covid it should take care of canker sores
Quit 12.23.20 | HOF 04.01.21 | 2nd Floor 07.10.21 | 3rd Floor 10.18.21 | 1 YR 12.23.21 | 4th Floor 01.26.22

Athan

Quote from: macattack on March 31, 2021, 01:21:45 PM
small canker sore on day 99..the nic bitch doesn't want to go down without a fight
Put some Windex on it
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
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macattack

small canker sore on day 99..the nic bitch doesn't want to go down without a fight
Quit 12.23.20 | HOF 04.01.21 | 2nd Floor 07.10.21 | 3rd Floor 10.18.21 | 1 YR 12.23.21 | 4th Floor 01.26.22

Hill_Monkey

Quote from: macattack on March 30, 2021, 09:04:38 AM
Day 98. Just two days until the HOF. starting my quit feels like it was a lifetime ago. Never day 1 again. This site has helped tremendously in my quit. I would easily be 1000x more anxious and miserable if not for KTC and the brotherhood that has helped me through it all

Awesome work, keep it up!

JeffH4257

Quote from: macattack on March 30, 2021, 09:04:38 AM
Day 98. Just two days until the HOF. starting my quit feels like it was a lifetime ago. Never day 1 again. This site has helped tremendously in my quit. I would easily be 1000x more anxious and miserable if not for KTC and the brotherhood that has helped me through it all

You are crushing it my friend!!  Congrats on another +1 today!

NAFAR

-Jeff