I quit again

[Dipchit]

MN/2,823 with Steve today

Day 219
I will not dip today.

[MN_Engineer]

MN/2,823 with Steve today

[worktowin]

Day 218
Anxiety is back.
I will not dip today.

Worktowin 4,040.  I'm at work today in the frigid -7 weather here in the Midwest, doing annual reviews.  Probably one of my least favorite things to do every year, but I spend a day being very thoughtful about my team and giving them the feedback in writing that I give to them daily.  Today I've very thankful that I work for a company that pretty much gives me complete freedom, and that I have a team of high performers that are incredibly loyal to me, and to the company.

If the somewhat pattern holds true then I have a couple weeks of anxiety to look forward to before it’s slowly fades and then goes back to depression. It’s just a perpetual funk with a day here and there that are somewhat tolerable. What a fucking shit show to have to live through. At least I know I ain’t crazy. Just withdrawals.

MN/2,822 IQWYT

Steve, anything good going on in your life these days?

[MN_Engineer]

Day 218
Anxiety is back.
I will not dip today.

Worktowin 4,040.  I'm at work today in the frigid -7 weather here in the Midwest, doing annual reviews.  Probably one of my least favorite things to do every year, but I spend a day being very thoughtful about my team and giving them the feedback in writing that I give to them daily.  Today I've very thankful that I work for a company that pretty much gives me complete freedom, and that I have a team of high performers that are incredibly loyal to me, and to the company.

If the somewhat pattern holds true then I have a couple weeks of anxiety to look forward to before it’s slowly fades and then goes back to depression. It’s just a perpetual funk with a day here and there that are somewhat tolerable. What a fucking shit show to have to live through. At least I know I ain’t crazy. Just withdrawals.

MN/2,822 IQWYT

[Dipchit]

Day 218
Anxiety is back.
I will not dip today.

Worktowin 4,040.  I'm at work today in the frigid -7 weather here in the Midwest, doing annual reviews.  Probably one of my least favorite things to do every year, but I spend a day being very thoughtful about my team and giving them the feedback in writing that I give to them daily.  Today I've very thankful that I work for a company that pretty much gives me complete freedom, and that I have a team of high performers that are incredibly loyal to me, and to the company.

If the somewhat pattern holds true then I have a couple weeks of anxiety to look forward to before it’s slowly fades and then goes back to depression. It’s just a perpetual funk with a day here and there that are somewhat tolerable. What a fucking shit show to have to live through. At least I know I ain’t crazy. Just withdrawals.

[worktowin]

Day 218
Anxiety is back.
I will not dip today.

Worktowin 4,040.  I'm at work today in the frigid -7 weather here in the Midwest, doing annual reviews.  Probably one of my least favorite things to do every year, but I spend a day being very thoughtful about my team and giving them the feedback in writing that I give to them daily.  Today I've very thankful that I work for a company that pretty much gives me complete freedom, and that I have a team of high performers that are incredibly loyal to me, and to the company.

[Dipchit]

Day 218
Anxiety is back.
I will not dip today.

[MN_Engineer]

Day 217
Depression still kicking my ass.
I will not dip today.

4,039. Cherry pie in the oven. Chiefs game was a success. Last Christmas stuff put away. Furnace blasting warm air. A great day!!

Day 2,821 - ODAAT

[worktowin]

Day 217
Depression still kicking my ass.
I will not dip today.

4,039. Cherry pie in the oven. Chiefs game was a success. Last Christmas stuff put away. Furnace blasting warm air. A great day!!

[Dipchit]

Day 217
Depression still kicking my ass.
I will not dip today.

[Dipchit]

Worktowin 4,038

Today I’m thankful for a warm house and lots of tasty snax to eat while I watch the chiefs/dolphins game later. There’s so much to be thankful for, including being quit and free from the chains of addiction. Today I celebrated these wins.

Day 216
Depression still but it’s getting a little better each day. Hopefully this trend continues. It’s glacially slow but I feel healing is taking place. For that I am thankful. Glad my house is warm too. It’s -5 degrees here and going to be colder tomorrow morning.
Fuck nicotine……. No dip today.

[worktowin]

Worktowin 4,038

Today I’m thankful for a warm house and lots of tasty snax to eat while I watch the chiefs/dolphins game later. There’s so much to be thankful for, including being quit and free from the chains of addiction. Today I celebrated these wins.

[MN_Engineer]

215
Depression/Anxiety
No dip today.

4,037

MN/2,819 IQWYT

[worktowin]

215
Depression/Anxiety
No dip today.

4,037

[Dipchit]

215
Depression/Anxiety
No dip today.