I quit again

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AppleJack

Quote from: Dipchit on August 27, 2023, 10:30:59 AM
Day 77.
Still in the funk. Based on my last stops I never could have imagined the mind fuck nicotine withdrawal can cause. When I woke up my arms, hands and legs were tingling like crazy and my mind racing. This funk has been going on now for 12 days. Last night I had bad fog and anxiety. My brain was screaming for nicotine but I wasn’t listening. I have no idea how long this shit will go on but I have no desire to cave because I vividly remember my last stop that lasted 14 years. I felt great. I enjoyed life, I looked forward to things, I spent time with my family rather hiding from them or making excuses so I could ninja dip. Fuck nicotine!!!!! I will not dip today.
Man, you are IN it! All the advice you need has been given out. I don't have much more to offer up either. I wish there was a legit timeline that we could offer up but every quitter is different. It will pass, brother. It will. You're in your own head about it all and anxiety of this type can be a self fulfilling thing. You kind of feed the demon, so to speak. Keep in front of your mind that your body is 100% free of nicotine. It literally has no physical hold on you! Keep busy and listing and celebrating these +1 days. That IS important. You ARE winning. Period!
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

Dipchit

Day 77.
Still in the funk. Based on my last stops I never could have imagined the mind fuck nicotine withdrawal can cause. When I woke up my arms, hands and legs were tingling like crazy and my mind racing. This funk has been going on now for 12 days. Last night I had bad fog and anxiety. My brain was screaming for nicotine but I wasn’t listening. I have no idea how long this shit will go on but I have no desire to cave because I vividly remember my last stop that lasted 14 years. I felt great. I enjoyed life, I looked forward to things, I spent time with my family rather hiding from them or making excuses so I could ninja dip. Fuck nicotine!!!!! I will not dip today.

Dipchit

Glad you guys are here with me. No dipping today.

AppleJack

Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 26, 2023, 10:11:47 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 26, 2023, 09:27:05 AM
Day 76.
Still in the funk. Depression,apathy and a really bad headache
MN/2,680 one day at a time. with you today sir.
Yup... fight the good fight m'man!
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on August 26, 2023, 09:27:05 AM
Day 76.
Still in the funk. Depression,apathy and a really bad headache
MN/2,680 one day at a time. with you today sir.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Day 76.
Still in the funk. Depression,apathy and a really bad headache

AppleJack

Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 25, 2023, 10:17:34 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 25, 2023, 07:49:50 AM
Day 75. Groundhog Day here again. Fear (anxiety) is the symptom of the day. Never had anxiety while I was dipping. Don’t know why quitting dip causes anxiety but I guess it does. What I do know though is that I won’t dip today.
With you for the next 24 sir. MN/2,679
Rock on, brother
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on August 25, 2023, 07:49:50 AM
Day 75. Groundhog Day here again. Fear (anxiety) is the symptom of the day. Never had anxiety while I was dipping. Don’t know why quitting dip causes anxiety but I guess it does. What I do know though is that I won’t dip today.
With you for the next 24 sir. MN/2,679
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Day 75. Groundhog Day here again. Fear (anxiety) is the symptom of the day. Never had anxiety while I was dipping. Don’t know why quitting dip causes anxiety but I guess it does. What I do know though is that I won’t dip today.

worktowin

Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 02:13:55 PM
Quote from: AppleJack on August 24, 2023, 10:03:48 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 09:56:32 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 24, 2023, 09:42:23 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 07:24:14 AM
Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.
I make that promise with you, not for forever, but for TODAY. The 24 hours we've been given are all that we can control. Focus one day at a time.
I promise not to dip today.
With ya today, bro
Thank you.
Honored to quit with you today sir.

Dipchit

Quote from: AppleJack on August 24, 2023, 10:03:48 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 09:56:32 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 24, 2023, 09:42:23 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 07:24:14 AM
Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.
I make that promise with you, not for forever, but for TODAY. The 24 hours we've been given are all that we can control. Focus one day at a time.
I promise not to dip today.
With ya today, bro
Thank you.

AppleJack

Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 09:56:32 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 24, 2023, 09:42:23 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 07:24:14 AM
Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.
I make that promise with you, not for forever, but for TODAY. The 24 hours we've been given are all that we can control. Focus one day at a time.
I promise not to dip today.
With ya today, bro
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

Dipchit

Quote from: MN_Engineer on August 24, 2023, 09:42:23 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 07:24:14 AM
Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.
I make that promise with you, not for forever, but for TODAY. The 24 hours we've been given are all that we can control. Focus one day at a time.
I promise not to dip today.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on August 24, 2023, 07:24:14 AM
Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.
I make that promise with you, not for forever, but for TODAY. The 24 hours we've been given are all that we can control. Focus one day at a time.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Day 74. Woke up to fear today. Nothing to be afraid of but my brain is firing fear. Hell of a way to start the day. Quitting is a mind fuck. One thing I don’t fear is that I know I will never dip again. I promise myself that the devils dirt will never go in my lip again.