I quit again

[worktowin]

Day 121
Promise not to dip today. Woke to same anxiety and depression. No change.

3,943. I just dumped a large cup of coffee on my, let’s just say delicate area. I’d trade with ya today dipchit!  But I’m still quit in a major way!!

[Dipchit]

Day 121
Promise not to dip today. Woke to same anxiety and depression. No change.

[Dipchit]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

Keith0617 1831 ODAAT.  Nope

How about back when you were in the trenches of withdrawal?

Any of you vets care to share your withdrawal symptoms from say the first couple hundred days or the first year like worktowin did?

worktowin 3,942.  No withdrawal symptoms today, but having having one hell of a Monday for what its worth.

Good to hear that you’re having no withdrawals. I wish I wasn’t but unfortunately for me it’s not been a good day. Lots of anxiety going on in my head. It’s hard to endure but I will not cave to the nic bitch. If I could get past this anxiety I’d have this shit beat but every day is just more anxiety.

[worktowin]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

Keith0617 1831 ODAAT.  Nope

How about back when you were in the trenches of withdrawal?

Any of you vets care to share your withdrawal symptoms from say the first couple hundred days or the first year like worktowin did?

worktowin 3,942.  No withdrawal symptoms today, but having having one hell of a Monday for what its worth.

[Dipchit]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

Keith0617 1831 ODAAT.  Nope

How about back when you were in the trenches of withdrawal?

Any of you vets care to share your withdrawal symptoms from say the first couple hundred days or the first year like worktowin did?

[Dipchit]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

Keith0617 1831 ODAAT.  Nope

How about back when you were in the trenches of withdrawal?

[Keith0617]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

Keith0617 1831 ODAAT.  Nope

[Dipchit]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

Anyone have morning adrenaline that scares you awake?

[Dipchit]

Day 120
No progress. Feel horrible again but I’m still dip free. I promise myself no dip today.

[worktowin]

Bad day today. Depression and monster cravings. Just can’t find joy in anything. Life is so boring without nicotine. Crazy how it hijacks the pleasure center of the brain. ODAAT.

Dude  - there is nothing positive about nicotine. 1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems.

Keith0617 1830 ODAAT

Day 119
Another day with bad anxiety. Just a general feeling of fear. Not attached fear but just fearful. Why does this happen for so long? I just don’t get it.
I still promise not to dip today.

3,941. One foot in front of the other, Steve. Tough times never last. Tough people do.

[Dipchit]

Bad day today. Depression and monster cravings. Just can’t find joy in anything. Life is so boring without nicotine. Crazy how it hijacks the pleasure center of the brain. ODAAT.

Dude  - there is nothing positive about nicotine. 1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems.

Keith0617 1830 ODAAT

Day 119
Another day with bad anxiety. Just a general feeling of fear. Not attached fear but just fearful. Why does this happen for so long? I just don’t get it.
I still promise not to dip today.

[Keith0617]

Bad day today. Depression and monster cravings. Just can’t find joy in anything. Life is so boring without nicotine. Crazy how it hijacks the pleasure center of the brain. ODAAT.

Dude  - there is nothing positive about nicotine. 1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems.

Keith0617 1830 ODAAT

[Dipchit]

Bad day today. Depression and monster cravings. Just can’t find joy in anything. Life is so boring without nicotine. Crazy how it hijacks the pleasure center of the brain. ODAAT.

[worktowin]

Keith0617 1829 ODAAT

With you today. No dip for me. 118 days clean.

Worktowin 3,940. None here today no way no how. No sirs. Enjoy your Saturday.

[Dipchit]

Keith0617 1829 ODAAT

With you today. No dip for me. 118 days clean.