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MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on February 02, 2024, 10:06:05 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on February 02, 2024, 09:55:23 AM
Quote from: worktowin on February 02, 2024, 09:46:33 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 02, 2024, 07:04:39 AM
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.
MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT
Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.
Your word is your bond. We are holding you to it.
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Quote from: MN_Engineer on February 02, 2024, 09:55:23 AM
Quote from: worktowin on February 02, 2024, 09:46:33 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 02, 2024, 07:04:39 AM
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.
MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT
Anxiety just faded way down but now I’m having a monster crave from hell. I wanna buy a can so badly but it’s not going to happen because I promised not to dip today’s how can a can of dead leaves have such a hold on someone is beyond me. I never had craves when I quit drinking thank goodness.

MN_Engineer

Quote from: worktowin on February 02, 2024, 09:46:33 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 02, 2024, 07:04:39 AM
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.
MN/2,840 QLAMF ODAAT
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

worktowin

Quote from: Dipchit on February 02, 2024, 07:04:39 AM
Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.
worktowin 4,058.  This has been the worst week of work that I've ever had in my life, but I choose to remain positive.  Tough times never last, tough people do.

Dipchit

Day 236
Anxiety Anxiety Anxiety.
Another day in hell. I will not dip today.

Keith0617

Quote from: Dipchit on February 01, 2024, 01:04:44 PM
Quote from: worktowin on February 01, 2024, 10:32:06 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on February 01, 2024, 10:05:37 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 01, 2024, 07:16:32 AM
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!
Cloudy and 40 degrees here and my head is burning with anxiety. Just another day in withdrawal hell for me. Can’t wait till this ends in a good way.
Keith0617 1946 Awesome day!!!!!
Jan19

Dipchit

Quote from: worktowin on February 01, 2024, 10:32:06 AM
Quote from: MN_Engineer on February 01, 2024, 10:05:37 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 01, 2024, 07:16:32 AM
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!
Cloudy and 40 degrees here and my head is burning with anxiety. Just another day in withdrawal hell for me. Can’t wait till this ends in a good way.

worktowin

Quote from: MN_Engineer on February 01, 2024, 10:05:37 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on February 01, 2024, 07:16:32 AM
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Worktowin 4,057. Sunny and 64 degrees today. Insane. Loving it!

MN_Engineer

Quote from: Dipchit on February 01, 2024, 07:16:32 AM
Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.
MN/2,839
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

Dipchit

Day 235
Still struggling with anxiety and depression. Day after day after day. I keep hearing that it gets better but I haven’t seen or felt it yet. I can only fight it one day at a time.
I will not dip today.

MelTorment

Today is day 1106 for me. I like what all you guys are doing here but once you get to this many days it is easy peasy. Always remember that in the early days. It gets very easy eventually.

Keith0617

Quote from: MN_Engineer on January 31, 2024, 10:55:01 AM
Quote from: worktowin on January 31, 2024, 10:31:02 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 31, 2024, 06:56:56 AM
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.
MN/2,838
Keith0617 1945
Jan19

MN_Engineer

Quote from: worktowin on January 31, 2024, 10:31:02 AM
Quote from: Dipchit on January 31, 2024, 06:56:56 AM
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.
MN/2,838
Nic Quit: 04.25.16 | HOF: 08.02.16 | 2nd FL: 11.10.16 | 3rd FL: 02.18.17 | 4th FL: 05.29.17 | 5th FL: 09.06.17 | 6th FL: 12.15.17 | 7th FL: 03.25.18 |
8th FL: 07.03.18 | 9th FL: 10.11.18 | Comma: 01.19.19 | 11th FL: 04.29.19 | 12th FL: 08.07.19 | 13th FL: 11.15.19 | 14th FL: 02.23.20 |
15th FL: 06.02.20 | 16th FL: 09.10.20 | 17th FL: 12.19.20 | 18th FL: 03.29.21 | 19th FL: 07.07.21 | Comma 2x: 10.15.21 | 21st FL: 01.23.22 |
22nd FL: 05.03.22 | 23rd FL: 08.11.22 | 24th FL: 11.19.22 | 25th FL: 02.27.23 | 26th FL: 06.07.23 | 27th FL: 09.15.23 | 28th FL: 12.24.23 |
29th FL: 04.02.24 | Comma 3x: 07.11.24 | 31st FL: 10.19.24 | 32nd FL: 01.27.25 | 33rd FL: 03.07.25 | 34th FL: 08.15.25 | 35th FL: 11.23.25 |
36th FL: 03.03.26 | 37th FL: 06.11.26 | 38th FL: 09.19.26 |

"From Skoal to Skol!" My HOF Speech HERE!
"There is no victory without a battle."
"Cave = losing an argument to a dead plant in a plastic can. You are smarter than a dead plant." - Candoit
"The truth is the truth even if no one believes it, and a lie is a lie, even if everyone believes it." - Blessed Bishop Fulton J. Sheen

Feel like throwing in the towel? Sign the "Contract to Give Up" HERE
Phat Pauly - Part 1 || Phat Pauly - Part 2 || DeanTheCoot - Pencil Poop
Alcohol Quit: 12.07.24 | 1st FL: 03.16.25 | 2nd FL: 06.24.25 | 3rd FL: 10.02.25 | 4th FL: 01.10.26 | 5th FL: 04.20.26 | 6th FL: 07.29.26 |

worktowin

Quote from: Dipchit on January 31, 2024, 06:56:56 AM
Day 234
Same. No dip today.
worktowin 4,056.  More difficult conversations.  For sure earning my paycheck right now.

Dipchit

Day 234
Same. No dip today.