some general musings: I am really starting to think i might be getting to comfortable with this quit thing. On at least three occasions today I had the thought "I Got This!" I have been here before and I know better than anyone else that this is a dangerous spot to be in. Because I know that I do not have this. It has me and will always have me. Thus I must stay diligent in guarding my quit. I had a professional counselor tell me one time that addictions are very sneaky. They will lay low and when you least expect it they will slip up behind you and knock you in the back of the head. I've had this happen to me with chew and I've seen it happen to close relatives with nicotine and other drugs of choice. Your support in maintaining my quit is appreciated. Thanks for listening to my random rambling.
This site is a great place to come and vent or just rattle on about anything. I have found that just writing stuff and posting it to the site is a big help in fighting the addiction. Thanks for being good listeners.