you know what..I am getting pissed about this shit. I am posting shit in July and I have a lot of questions about getting off this shit for good. I have had a lot of days where I was a nats ass from caving. I am yet to receive any kind of support here.
Do I need to donate some$ before someone tells me why the fuck I feel so jacked after being off the shit for 11 days?
Is everyone hiding or am I at the wrong forum or what?
I want to kill something right now. I want to smash a rock with my head. I'm feeling all fucked up from not chewing and hoped I would find someone who can relate here. Do anyone of you know or have felt this way?
Welcome to the suck my man. Every single quitter experiences the suck to some degree. Some have it easy and they can suck balls as far as I'm concerned. I, on the other hand, had a miserable time with it. I spent a good part of the early days of my quit curled up in the fetal postion sucking my thumb calling for my mommy. But you know what, I made it. And so can you.
That time in my life is in the forefront of my memory and serves as a critical part of my quit. There is NOTHING that can make me go back to that. I don't have to, I am quit! You will never have to go through it again either, as long as you keep that shit out of your piehole! One day, one hour, one minute at a time. Whatever it takes.
Embrace the Suck!Ditto. About day 11 I felt the same way and I read someone say on here that the reason you feel so sick and miserable is not because you quit using but because you started in the first place. They say take it one day at a time. For me when I was at Day 11 I was still taking it 10 mins at a time. Hang in there my friend. I'm now at day 30 and I can tell you it definitely gets better.