you know what..I am getting pissed about this shit. I am posting shit in July and I have a lot of questions about getting off this shit for good. I have had a lot of days where I was a nats ass from caving. I am yet to receive any kind of support here.
Do I need to donate some$ before someone tells me why the fuck I feel so jacked after being off the shit for 11 days?
Is everyone hiding or am I at the wrong forum or what?
I want to kill something right now. I want to smash a rock with my head. I'm feeling all fucked up from not chewing and hoped I would find someone who can relate here. Do anyone of you know or have felt this way?
You're pissed, you want to kill something, bash your head in, you're all fucked up?
Sounds to me like you're right on fucking track. If you're looking for the magic cure, forget it. There is none. You just have to suffer through this shit like the rest of us did. It's your body paying you back for all the years of shoving that fucking poison into your face. You just have to hunker down, and white-knuckle it through the first couple of weeks. It can, will, and does get better. I promise you that. No little round can of shit is going to make you feel better. It will only send you back to day 1 and going through the shit again. No support? Scream louder, maybe. Hit the chat room. We're all here for you, sometimes you just have to raise a little hell to get the ball rolling. You've got rage, anger, madness? Bring it all right here, it's what we do best. Keep strong and keep clean, it's the only way out brother.
P.S. Read all the articles, HOF speeches, etc. Find ODT's website, that'll keep on the straight and narrow. _
