This Time Is For Real

[Candoit]

1085 day or 55 weeks of quit. I know I can keep moving forward one day at a time and be successful. Yet I still find myself scared of tomorrow and overwhelmed. I try to retreat from the fear, quit, assign blame and most importantly try avoid it all together.

KTC continues to force me to come back, not run, not take the easy way out. I could go MIQ but I knew that I would take that route at some point, so I made my self accountable in every way I could think of. It sucks, because deep down I know the choices I have to make and don't want to.

I need to keep pushing harder in others aspects of what I do. Hopelessness died at the foot of the cross.

[dipbegone]

Your quit is yours. My quit is mine. However, My quit is stronger because of your quit. I can't let myself drop a day further behind you. I can't let you down and face the wrath. Call it competitiveness. I call it a true life. Thank you ? Man

[Rawls]

People change.....
I'm not changing what is good.
I quit with you.
Rawls 952

[D2maine]

Day 1071

Still find myself thinking of leaving. I know that I will eventually justify "just one" if I am not here. Always have, so I stay. My promise to a bunch of addicts continues to keep me quit.

wow, totally with you, thinkin hard on it, but the reason I stay is because then I'll have no outs.

Everyday we take it off the table, it is what works. I always try and justify decisions. Being an addict I know I will take the smallest crack and blow it wide open. As much as it pisses me off at times, KTC continues to be what I need.

Glad to see you totally still dedicated. I struggle to make roll some days. Proud of you for staying dedicated.

time and complacency are corrosive to a quit, simply post up every day and take that away. 30 seconds is not a burden.

[Medicff]

Day 1071

Still find myself thinking of leaving. I know that I will eventually justify "just one" if I am not here. Always have, so I stay. My promise to a bunch of addicts continues to keep me quit.

wow, totally with you, thinkin hard on it, but the reason I stay is because then I'll have no outs.

Everyday we take it off the table, it is what works. I always try and justify decisions. Being an addict I know I will take the smallest crack and blow it wide open. As much as it pisses me off at times, KTC continues to be what I need.

Glad to see you totally still dedicated. I struggle to make roll some days. Proud of you for staying dedicated.

[Candoit]

Day 1071

Still find myself thinking of leaving. I know that I will eventually justify "just one" if I am not here. Always have, so I stay. My promise to a bunch of addicts continues to keep me quit.

wow, totally with you, thinkin hard on it, but the reason I stay is because then I'll have no outs.

Everyday we take it off the table, it is what works. I always try and justify decisions. Being an addict I know I will take the smallest crack and blow it wide open. As much as it pisses me off at times, KTC continues to be what I need.

[ChickDip]

Day 1071

Still find myself thinking of leaving. I know that I will eventually justify "just one" if I am not here. Always have, so I stay. My promise to a bunch of addicts continues to keep me quit.

wow, totally with you, thinkin hard on it, but the reason I stay is because then I'll have no outs.

[Candoit]

Day 1071

Still find myself thinking of leaving. I know that I will eventually justify "just one" if I am not here. Always have, so I stay. My promise to a bunch of addicts continues to keep me quit.

[Candoit]

2 hrs until Oct 17 opens! 'waiting' Excited for my 4th Oct.of quit. This is always a fun month, 'Sing and Drink' let's get this show on the road. 'trainwreck'

[Candoit]

Home is where you rest.
Home is where you recover.
Home is where you find comfort.
Home is where you start each day.
Home is where you always return.

KTC is where I recover.
KTC is where I find comfort.
KTC is where I start each day.
KTC is where I return daily.

KTC is home.

[pab1964]

congrats candy man

New ring tone set.... Just for KTC contacts. Thank you D2

Nice job Mr. C! Proud of you.

Nicely done sir!

Comma looks good Cando!

Congrats on the comma!!!

Here's to the candyman on his comma day!!!!

Congratulations on the comma my friend!

[Doc2quit4good]

congrats candy man

New ring tone set.... Just for KTC contacts. Thank you D2

Nice job Mr. C! Proud of you.

Nicely done sir!

Comma looks good Cando!

Congrats on the comma!!!

Here's to the candyman on his comma day!!!!

[Tjschu]

congrats candy man

New ring tone set.... Just for KTC contacts. Thank you D2

Nice job Mr. C! Proud of you.

Nicely done sir!

Comma looks good Cando!

Congrats on the comma!!!

[Nomore1959]

congrats candy man

New ring tone set.... Just for KTC contacts. Thank you D2

Nice job Mr. C! Proud of you.

Nicely done sir!

Comma looks good Cando!

[FISHFLORIDA]

congrats candy man

New ring tone set.... Just for KTC contacts. Thank you D2

Nice job Mr. C! Proud of you.

Nicely done sir!