Mike, you are going through some serious stress right now and your mind is still confusing withdrawal relief with real human emotions. I feel for you and at least for me, the cravings - even at times of emotional turmoil, continue to grow fainter and fainter. I know you can keep your quit strong as you deal with family and work stress. Thanks for sharing this - proud to be quit with you. CJ
I'm at day 439 and I still think about zipping over to the C-Store sometimes. 'finger point'
I just refuse to lose at this point regardless of how my day went. I'm invested in my quit like I never have been before.
Mike, I vow to ring your phone to ask you for permission if I ever think I need to cave. Ring mine before you ever decide to make that choice also. :)
Im at Day 381 and i also have these types of patches through the week.
Also wanting to run to the store to grab stuff ive gotten thousands of times before but i cant let myself do that I have suffered the worst part and will not so through that again. Just remember that the worst part is through. Also pm me if you ever need help.
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^^^^^ This is what make this site so helpful. In years past I've made it 7 months + and thought "OK this has got to be as good as it gets" and then I'd have a "rough patch" as Mitch and Stranger says, and I'd think, "Man the NEED just never goes away."
I read a comment by FLLipout the other day toward someone who'd been quit about 30 days. They said hang in there, this is not the "new norm". I can remember getting into the 7 months + time frame in years past and hitting some really bad patches and thinking, " If this is the "new norm" for me, if this is as good as it gets...... eff this!" But thanks to this place, I now know that 300 days continues to be better than 200, 500 continues to be better than 300 and even after 500+ days things still continue to get better. This gives me the courage to keep hanging on.
thanks for all the intro support guys, I appreciate it.