Day 256!!!
It's hard to believe looking back on what I went through, what I felt, and how I am feeling now. I'm still not one year quit yet and my brain still has a lot of re-wiring to go through, but it's a piece of cake now. Just some random thoughts about dip here and there. I still find myself sometimes looking around for my can...LOL!!!! 30 years of an addiction will do that to you! For all of you out there who continue to support me I thank you!!! I am told life after dip gets even better when you hit the 3rd floor, even better after that. I will be there!!!
I very rarely have any bad days now, like I am having today, but it's just an annoyance now, nothing I can't handle. It's like being really hungry and that makes you cranky, but mine is with slight irritability with my body, mainly my muscles being a bit tense. It's a pain in the ass, but it's a hell of a lot better than the 1st 150 days!!! I look forward to the days, weeks and months ahead, to feel better and better every day. I enjoy every day, every minute of my life now and don't sweat the small stuff. Life's to short to not enjoy what you have been given and I know that now....stop and smell the flowers.....
Quit on!