Once again, what a great bunch of guys and gals on this site. I am an engineer and a bit of a loner in the real world, so I always had this attitude that I can and will fix whatever need to be fixed by myself. Whether it's cars, plumbing, electronics, I've been good at fixing things that are broken. And asking for help felt like a sign of weakness to me.
I guess as we get older and ultimately fail more, one can only hope that we learn from our failures. I dipped for 30 years always thinking I could quit if I want. Like us all on KTC, we realize it's not anywhere near simple or easy. Like a few I've told, I tried to quit using Nicorrette about 5 years ago. God was that a mistake. Maybe the intention is good, but a more convenient and cleaner way to pump nicotine into my system didn't help me quit, it made me a bigger addict.
Going full on with no nicotine and the support of KTC is the only way to go. Got to post roll each and every day and I want to be accountable to my fellow quitters.
Also saw some new quitters in the group. So welcome and I look forward to the HOF with the Flying Fucks (Ducks).