Hello everyone!
My name is Nick and I'm a recent college grad and been working for about 2 years now. I am addicted to dipping and have been for the last 4 years.
I tried it once while in Jr. High and absolutely hated it. Skoal Cherry. Had me dizzy, I had to be propped up against a tree and I fell up a hill. Was too much and it smelled disgusting and I htought that was that.
When I to college, I became an RA, joined a fraternity, and took extra classes for my Major/Minor. Some family and relationship issues came up and as people are prone to do, I picke dup a habit. Actually two habits. In high school I was a star football athlete but injuries kept me from progressing. I took care of my body and didn't touch things which were harmful to me. In college though, I had let myself go. Fueled by stress, anxiety, paranoia, low self-esteem, I decided to take a lip from a resident. And it was fanfrickentastic. The buzz. The rush. The feeling of the mint in my mouth.
2 years later, nearly half of my fraternity dipped, I noticed an increasing amount of my residents (year to year) dipped and I was able to freely exchange, bum a lip, etc. Originally I was at a tin every two weeks. When Skoal Edge came out I was doing a tin a week. I have hit the point where I am at a tin a day and some days it's two a day. I had slowed my progress a year ago in the summer but during one night of revelry, a friend introduced me to upper liping. The intensity was like a first time buzz all over again and it was absolutely wonderful. So I began the fast track to spending a lot of money, watching my gums recede, and my car and hygiene become a mess.
I spoke with a friend who is a counselor the other day who turned me on to the Maryland helpline and I said enough si enough, I'm doing it. It doesn't do anything for me beside a 20 minute buzz (I alternate brands and cuts so I keep my buzz fresh every week). I stress over finances and here I am blowing through $50+ a month. I'll need a gum graph as soon as I am financially better and it's just a headache I want gone. I am doing a number of things to improve myself and the people who care about me, even the fraternity guys who dip say I need to slow and cut my roll.
Can't wait to share, converse, get to know people, and get to celebrate some fresh gums!
BTW, Eagles fans I share in your pain. Tough Mudders in here, I also share in your pain!
It's my first full day and my lower jaw is aching and I am jonesing like a felon. I know I'm going to say no but damnit! This sucks! Lol
Nick