I just quit RIGHT THIS SECOND

[ImmaQuitter]

Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...

I was going through really bad withdrawals and fleshing it out in chat and said something about how I might as well dip because I'm an unbelievable asshole so anything to stop being an asshole. It didn't go over well understandably. And then I got all emo and stupid about it after the fact like "screw this place" but then I realized I was just being stupid and started to feel better. I guess everyone's quit is different. My father quit cold turkey and he said it took him a week, but then he was all done with it. I think my battle will last a bit longer than that ;)

I realize that I am an addict - posting roll serves as a failsafe for me. If I start slippin and thinking about caving in to the bitch and it gets really bad I can always say "nope can't - posted roll today on that website and promised I wouldn't cave." I chuckle about the absurd notion of that working sometimes, but it acts like the e-brakes on an elevator; right before the crash and burn, I have that to stop me. Pretty neat.

Well you can't cave until you talk to me first. My PM's send me an email, which goes directly to my phone.

We are in this battle together.. stay quit, I am.

[theo3wood]

Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...

I was going through really bad withdrawals and fleshing it out in chat and said something about how I might as well dip because I'm an unbelievable asshole so anything to stop being an asshole. It didn't go over well understandably. And then I got all emo and stupid about it after the fact like "screw this place" but then I realized I was just being stupid and started to feel better. I guess everyone's quit is different. My father quit cold turkey and he said it took him a week, but then he was all done with it. I think my battle will last a bit longer than that ;)

I realize that I am an addict - posting roll serves as a failsafe for me. If I start slippin and thinking about caving in to the bitch and it gets really bad I can always say "nope can't - posted roll today on that website and promised I wouldn't cave." I chuckle about the absurd notion of that working sometimes, but it acts like the e-brakes on an elevator; right before the crash and burn, I have that to stop me. Pretty neat.

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[randomprecision]

Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...

I was going through really bad withdrawals and fleshing it out in chat and said something about how I might as well dip because I'm an unbelievable asshole so anything to stop being an asshole. It didn't go over well understandably. And then I got all emo and stupid about it after the fact like "screw this place" but then I realized I was just being stupid and started to feel better. I guess everyone's quit is different. My father quit cold turkey and he said it took him a week, but then he was all done with it. I think my battle will last a bit longer than that ;)

I realize that I am an addict - posting roll serves as a failsafe for me. If I start slippin and thinking about caving in to the bitch and it gets really bad I can always say "nope can't - posted roll today on that website and promised I wouldn't cave." I chuckle about the absurd notion of that working sometimes, but it acts like the e-brakes on an elevator; right before the crash and burn, I have that to stop me. Pretty neat.

[wastepanel]

yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.

The promise is not to us. The promise is to you.

When I post roll every morning, it reminds me that I am an addict. It quiets that little voice in my head that says "Just one won't hurt" because there are days that I barely think about chew.

That little voice sleeps and waits, and she never dies. She stayed with me, and blew a 1,000 day stoppage because I didn't shackle her with roll call posts.

It took me over a year to start again.

[magnum9]

yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.

Ok, I will hold all obscenities and I am glad you came around.

But tell us about this "abused for honesty" thing...

[randomprecision]

yeah I was going through some shit and had a moment. Sue me.

I haven't caved, I'm not going to cave. I post roll because I think that helps me not to cave as it's my promise to you guys not to use. It isn't easy by any stretch but at least the shit is out of my system now and it's all about mental games now.

[chewie]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

"Abused for honesty?" Huh?

I'll admit that I didn't read the entire board today, but I've read this entire thread and I've read everything in January 2012 since you posted roll this AM and I can't see ANY interaction between you and the rest of the board (let alone anything I'd call you being "abused for honesty".)

So... unless I'm missing something (which is entirely possible) I'd say it's time for some honesty.

You're going to cave.

Pure and simple. I'm guessing you'll be back to the can by the time Monday rolls around.

You've been given the tools to succeed but instead you've set yourself up to fail.

Sorry if this seems abusive but I've seen you do this shit for 5 + years on this site. Not YOU perse, but "you" in the figurative sense. People just like you... hundreds of them... who aren't ready to quit.

But hey... there's not fault in not being "ready" to quit. If you're not, no amount of ass kicking that we do here will help you.

But when you are... watch out. Cause you're gonna be in for the ride of your life. And I'm just hoping it'll be sooner rather than later.

chewie

You're posting roll... proving me wrong?

[Souliman]

You fucking candy ass. Abused? Where the hell is the abuse? I see some fabulous folks trying to help you and some asswipe that probably has caved already.

Souliman's heart is breaking from all the abuse. Please, please Lord, send me a quitter with balls so I can forget this turd.

And Kmm, you rock. Ma'am, I am a huge fan of yours. You have a head full of quit on your shoulders.

[Leather Apron]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Sad. Thanks to all the guys (and gal) that have "abused" me over the last 37 days. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved. You've been NOTHING BUT HONEST with me since day one. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved. Anytime I get out of line, start acting like a bitch, Scowick, Sayrahanne, lo sprk, Gump, ToeTag, feel free to be as mean as fuck to me until I get my nuts back underneath me. If it weren't for yall, I would have caved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Notdeadyet]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Planned cave...

Nuff said.

Nic is digging deep in his brain and fighting him. Looks like she's gonna win...

[magnum9]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Planned cave...

Nuff said.

[chewie]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

"Abused for honesty?" Huh?

I'll admit that I didn't read the entire board today, but I've read this entire thread and I've read everything in January 2012 since you posted roll this AM and I can't see ANY interaction between you and the rest of the board (let alone anything I'd call you being "abused for honesty".)

So... unless I'm missing something (which is entirely possible) I'd say it's time for some honesty.

You're going to cave.

Pure and simple. I'm guessing you'll be back to the can by the time Monday rolls around.

You've been given the tools to succeed but instead you've set yourself up to fail.

Sorry if this seems abusive but I've seen you do this shit for 5 + years on this site. Not YOU perse, but "you" in the figurative sense. People just like you... hundreds of them... who aren't ready to quit.

But hey... there's not fault in not being "ready" to quit. If you're not, no amount of ass kicking that we do here will help you.

But when you are... watch out. Cause you're gonna be in for the ride of your life. And I'm just hoping it'll be sooner rather than later.

chewie

[J-Dawg]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Honesty is the best motivation. Everyone won't be peaches and flowers because QUITTING isn't peaches and flowers. It's a bitch... so you be a bitch and I'll be a bitch with you. We have the same quit date and we need to stick together. I'm not a big talker/poster either (never have been... on any site I frequent), but seeing just one honest truth post or one supportive post has been making my day.

C'mon, brotha, we got this. Ain't never going back.

[Radman]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Today in role call you say, "you guys are a huge help!"

And out of no where you are leaving because you "won't be abused for honesty".
I am not even sure what that means.

I promise you that this site works, it has for me for the past 74 days. Post roll, keep your word, and repeat, and I assure you that no one will "abuse you".

Hope you change your mind.

HUH? I read back through here and I don't see any abuse at all. Nothing but straight-up support. Maybe I missed something in chat or the board. Hey Random, give this another shot. PM me if I can help. Don't just walk away.

[steve1357]

the community is great and I see how it helps people. I am out though. Don't worry, I won't go back to dipping, but I won't be abused for honesty either. Bye

Today in role call you say, "you guys are a huge help!"

And out of no where you are leaving because you "won't be abused for honesty".
I am not even sure what that means.

I promise you that this site works, it has for me for the past 74 days. Post roll, keep your word, and repeat, and I assure you that no one will "abuse you".

Hope you change your mind.