Day 9---damn that nic bitch is sneaky guys! Don't ever let your guard down! Yesterday was one of those shitty days where all the planets align and turn your world upside down. It started out with my cat of 7 years being put to sleep, then I had to fire one of my salespeople at work. My wife and daughter were out of town for a cheerleading competition, leaving me all alone. Ate a nice italian dinner with my grandmother, then went home and got ready for bed. The nic bitch said, "wouldn't a big dip before bed be nice with that full belly and all, your wife and kids are gone and would never know." Damn she hits you when you're stressed and alone, because she knows you're weak now but getting stronger everyday. I kicked the shit out of that nic bitch, called my wife to tell her I loved her, went to bed and woke up nicotine free. Listen guys, especially those who are less than 1 week quit, nic won't make anything better or less stressful. It won't make you happy, it only beats you into submission, enslaving you, and killing you. My resolve is to stay quit today!
