Into the belly of the beast!

[awesomewrangler]

Made it through another day. Day 6 was somewhat strange because I had some rather strong craves (some of the strongest of the quit) however they would only last 10-30 seconds. Found the chat room for the first time today and got to meet a lot of you quitters which was cool. When I began this journey, I never thought I could do this quit. But thanks to you brothers, your stories, your encouragement, and your posts and pm's (even if it is suck it up pussy) has given me the confidence to know I can do this. I will embrace the suck and earn my freedom. See you at role tomorrow. Going to make day 7 my bitch.

[jhaenel23]

Day 5 is in the books and I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I'll tell you guys this, those first 3 days are the longest days in the world. It was almost like time stood still! But things seem to be getting normal again, actually that's not true I'm creating a new normal without nic in it! Every activity i do is a trigger, because i used to dip during that activity. So now I'm just reprogramming everything upstairs that having a dip is unacceptable and those thoughts wont be tolerated. I hope all your quit is going well, be strong, be thankful. Stay humble, I just roll one day at a time. See you tomorrow quitters!

'dance' 'dance'

[awesomewrangler]

Day 5 is in the books and I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I'll tell you guys this, those first 3 days are the longest days in the world. It was almost like time stood still! But things seem to be getting normal again, actually that's not true I'm creating a new normal without nic in it! Every activity i do is a trigger, because i used to dip during that activity. So now I'm just reprogramming everything upstairs that having a dip is unacceptable and those thoughts wont be tolerated. I hope all your quit is going well, be strong, be thankful. Stay humble, I just roll one day at a time. See you tomorrow quitters!

[awesomewrangler]

Looks like I got day 4 whipped! Wasn't too bad except for some feelings of fog around dinner time. That passed after about an hour. Seems each day gets better. I know this: I may be an addict, but I'm never going back to the life-stealing whore that is nicotine. Thank you brothers for this gift of quit. Quit on!

[jhaenel23]

Day 4---Feeling much better. Still tough sleeping but I know that will pass. I feel like the fog of the previous days is lifting. Its a good feeling knowing that I have no nic left in my system. Today I felt better this morning than I've felt the last 20 years! I also feel better because I can be totally honest with myself, my wife, and my family about my struggle with nic. I've been such a scumbag all these years that I had everybody fooled, even myself! I told lie after lie to cover my habit, even when I was caught red-handed. This has been and will continue to be a tough quit but with the help of God and my brothers here at KTC I'm making it a reality! Thank you guys for all your encouragement.

Awesome Job!!!! Huge Steely Ones!! I'm loving the Quit with this one!! Keep it up and we will see you here tomorrow!!


'boob' 'boob' 'boob'

J

[awesomewrangler]

Day 4---Feeling much better. Still tough sleeping but I know that will pass. I feel like the fog of the previous days is lifting. Its a good feeling knowing that I have no nic left in my system. Today I felt better this morning than I've felt the last 20 years! I also feel better because I can be totally honest with myself, my wife, and my family about my struggle with nic. I've been such a scumbag all these years that I had everybody fooled, even myself! I told lie after lie to cover my habit, even when I was caught red-handed. This has been and will continue to be a tough quit but with the help of God and my brothers here at KTC I'm making it a reality! Thank you guys for all your encouragement.

[Tsmith17]

Quitting is and always will be 100% for me this time, I think that's why it always failed in the past (it was for somebody else). Here I am finishing up day 3 and feeling pretty good. The fog was better today except for about an hour total. Cravings come and go. Still taking it a day at a time and trying not to get ahead of myself. I feel like the quit has broken down barriers between my wife and I that I created being the dip ninja I was. It's an awesome feeling to be able to be 100% honest with someone you love! That's it for today guys! Day four here I come.

Hey man. I was also a ninja dipper. One of the better things about quitting is being honest with yourself and your loved ones. No more sneaking around. No more living a lie. Keep up the badass quitting brother.

[awesomewrangler]

Quitting is and always will be 100% for me this time, I think that's why it always failed in the past (it was for somebody else). Here I am finishing up day 3 and feeling pretty good. The fog was better today except for about an hour total. Cravings come and go. Still taking it a day at a time and trying not to get ahead of myself. I feel like the quit has broken down barriers between my wife and I that I created being the dip ninja I was. It's an awesome feeling to be able to be 100% honest with someone you love! That's it for today guys! Day four here I come.

[jbuilder7916]

I am also a 37 year old father of 3. Also an addict since 18. Congratulations on your decision. Remember that yes -- your kids, wife and family will benefit. However, your decision to quit must be #1 for you. If that is the case then you will not run out and buy a can if you get into a fight with your wife and / or you have a rough day with the kids.

I just hit 90 days. However, I remember like yesterday my insomnia during the early part of my quit. For me it took about two weeks and melatonin helped some. I now use the memory as another tool to stay quit.

Also, watch out for the "fog". A lot of guys get it. I was depressed for about a month and I have never experienced depression in my life. If you find yourself raging or fogging out, call or text a fellow quitter. Or, feel free to jump into live chat.

With the help of your May brothers and other supporters, you will stay quit!!

[CleanFuel]

Day 3--Last night was tough. I think I tossed and turned for two hours, which is unusual for me. Woke up this morning with a headache but the fog is slowly lifting. At times I feel great, usually in the early morning before the time that I would have normally taken that first dip. On my way to church with the family now, I need God to help me through this quit. No nic for me today guys!

This Nic should be out of your system by now brother.....from here on in its a head game....fight the good fight.....

[redtrain14]

Stay strong, you got this.

[awesomewrangler]

Day 3--Last night was tough. I think I tossed and turned for two hours, which is unusual for me. Woke up this morning with a headache but the fog is slowly lifting. At times I feel great, usually in the early morning before the time that I would have normally taken that first dip. On my way to church with the family now, I need God to help me through this quit. No nic for me today guys!

[awesomewrangler]

Thanks again for the words or encouragement and advise. Like wt said prayer has been and will always be a huge part of my quit. I made it through two hours of arenacross racing and four hours of driving and never missed my dip. Two days down, many more successful days to come. It's bedtime for me. Goodnight all.

[KC Bronco]

Welcome to Quit! Your story is very close to mine as well....as far as age and family. However I was hooked way before my freshman year in college. I'm 56 days Quit and still a newbie. This is the beginning of your new life....I go to this website every day and promise that I will not chew that day. This is how to Quit. Now I want to help others get to Day 56.

Strawberry gum and pickle seeds are my crutch (and of course KTC.com) I say fuck the fake stuff...at $3.50 a can and dirty teeth...no thank you. No more for me. My teeth are getting white again :D

Welcome to freedom. Grind this bitch out. Welcome to Quit! KC Bronco

[Wt57]

Thanks guys!  Just taking this quit day by day.  Trying to stay away from the triggers and all the things that I used to do while dipping.

A lot of good quitters here. Ill give you a bit of advice that I found worked for me. It's impossible to avoid triggers, if you're anything like me. y cant stop getting in my car or taking a dump. I went ahead and bought some fake chew and a lot of gum/hard candy. I don't think I would have made it without something to keep my mouth busy. I have seen quite a few people who used fake shit to help out...Anyhow, post roll everyday and talk to as many people as you need.

Face those triggers head on and fight like hell!! Show your determination and integrity to keep your promise. A very important part of my quit was and is the help I receive through prayer. Never underestimate it. It took me a very long time to wake up and realize quitting wouldn't happen till I took steps to make it happen but once I was lead to KTC and posted that day 1 the cycle of: post roll, keep my word, return the next day, report on my success and then repeat the process. I've repeated it 301 times (100%). If you want to share #'s pm me I'm more than happy to share my quit experience (that experience each of us are going through) and I can always use more personal 1 on 1 commitment.
BTW facing those triggers SUCKS and if you remember that suck you will never want to repeat it!!