i know its time

[Pogue Mahone]

You are NOT weak.

Your body is not weak. It is just a machine and some of us hooked the pleasure receptor wires to the wrong thing...like nicotine. Your machine is now wired so that it tells you what you want.

You are STRONG. You can wait it out while the wires reconnect the right way and you no longer give in. You have made the decision. God can't help us and neither can Santa Claus. It is us, you and me and all these other guys that DECIDE not to drive to 7/11 for another can.

Now just be STRONG, and stand by the decision you made. I'm right there with you.

I am amazed that I just keep looking at this site and it helps.

[steve65]

hey guys....thanks....im at work now.......damn long night....i have a liter of water....bag of seeds ( thats sunflower seed )..2 bags mms....soda pop...pop corn....and cup of ice.......ive been doing those things all night......damn!!!!!!.......it will be 48 hours in 3 hours....i know it dont seem that long.....but god dang this is tough......i hate the fact we are so easily consumed by addiction....it pisses me of that we are made so weak....and have to fight so hard to get our life back......everybody said pray steve....he will help............bullshit....i have prayed 20 years........this is me now.....not him....had a scare...so i knew i needed to quit......why the fuck didnt the almighty one help me years ago instead of letting me suffer like this.......................wow...sorry man...i started typing and all this came out......just feeling bad i guess......see you later guys

[Pogue Mahone]

Hang in there brother. You can do it.

[Pogue Mahone]

Work is going to be tough for me too....

[Pogue Mahone]

hey guys.....just got home from work....it has been 24 hours since i last chewed.................................holy shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what a long day............are they all like this......hell........i never thought 24 hours could last so long.......i have eaten a whole dang bag of sunflower seeds....1 bag beef jerkey...............and 5 liters of water..........................all on my first day!!!!!!!..................longest day of my life

I so know what you mean. The kids went off to school and I had some errands to run then it was "lunch date" with my wife. We have a place here in SLC called Brewvies, they serve burgers and beer and the like while you see a movie. Little early for beer so I had a big ol burger, and ate a mound of fries that would choke a donkey. I'm a little fella too, 5'10" 155. So we get home and an hour later I am eating ice cream which I never eat, and shoveling chocolate Nutella in with a box of the kids Nilla wafers. A couple blow pops and chewing the hell out of a pack of Tea Tree oil soaked toothpicks from Whole Foods.

Who knew this chew habit kept all this gluttony at bay...LOL.

[Scowick65]

well...i actually meant is this where i rant or rave...lol

Rave away friend.

[steve65]

well...i actually meant is this where i rant or rave...lol

[steve1357]

hey guys....am i doing this right,,,is this where i post daily to everybody?

Steve,

You post roll call each day in your quit group, which is December in your case.

Watch this video to learn how to post.

http://www.killthecan.org/roll/


Let me know if I can help

Steve

[Parputt]

hey guys....am i doing this right,,,is this where i post daily to everybody?

Here are the instructions on how to post roll:

index.php?showtopic=50

Your quit group is December 2011

[steve65]

hey guys....am i doing this right,,,is this where i post daily to everybody?

[steve65]

thanks guys.....just got up,,,,,going to work......here we go again...................lol----i wish i could just sleep for 3 straight days lol

[Scowick65]

thanks.............maybe ill try that......................so you do feel better after awhile...................ive heard self esteem and confidence of self comes back to................really hope so..........need a BIG change in my life

Here is a little bit about time distortion. Like Parputt said, time distortion is at its worst at the beginning. It will get better.

http://killthecan.org/robs/time_perception.asp

[wo1miles]

The days will speed up man, I promise. Everyday will be a little smoother and faster. Keep the Quit strong my December brother.

[Parputt]

Hang in there man. The first 3-4 days are hell, but it will get better. Don't worry about how much you are eating. A little weight is a lot easier to get rid of than a big ass tumor in you jaw!

[steve65]

thanks.............maybe ill try that......................so you do feel better after awhile...................ive heard self esteem and confidence of self comes back to................really hope so..........need a BIG change in my life