I quit 20 days ago new to ktc

[gb321]

The days are really adding up fast. I can proudly say that everything is so much easier. I really enjoy being free and I can actually feel a huge difference in a lot of things. If you haven't quit yet then man you're missing out.

[gb321]

Sorry I have been ghosting for a few days I'm very busy all the time. I haven't been able to get on here as much as I usually can. I apologize for that. That being said I am still a 100% poster and still 75 days without using nicotine. I've been busy lately it's hard to get on here and just read around. I know I got this. I'll be back on tonight after my game. Sorry I had to make this quick.

[30isEnuff]

You know what's worse then being around people who dip? Being around people who smoke. Yeah dip is bad but at least it's not as annoying to the public or as noticeable. I felt the need to say this because yesterday my friend who doesn't dip decided to pull out a black and mild and light it up next to me. It smelled horrible and the smoke was everywhere. We were outside on a bench and I immediately had to get up the second he lit it. I don't understand how people can actually continue to hurt themselves by using tobacco when all it does to you is kills you slowly. I just can't understand it. Not only that but smoking affects everyone around them too. Secondhand smoke and stuff etc. I can't stand it, it drives me crazy. I had to stand about 10 feet away from him. They can hurt themselves but I will cure myself. I stand here at 71 days free of nicotine in general and I'm so proud of that.

Seeing some clown with a lip full of shit walking around is pretty noticeable, annoying and pathetic. My brother was sitting next to a guy spitting into a big clear beer cup at a tigers game. He said he was going to throw up because of the look and smell of that festering cup of sewer. He actually switched seats with me and made me sit next to the disgusting slob. It was nasty as fuck. And I used to be that guy.

Don't glorify that shit one iota. It's bad news top to bottom and side to side.

Quit on...

Learn to hate and be disgusted by ALL forms of the poison.
It is all poison...even the poison that they are legalizing in some states. They call it pot. I call it poison. All addictive. Glad I posted roll this morning.

[Diesel2112]

You know what's worse then being around people who dip? Being around people who smoke. Yeah dip is bad but at least it's not as annoying to the public or as noticeable. I felt the need to say this because yesterday my friend who doesn't dip decided to pull out a black and mild and light it up next to me. It smelled horrible and the smoke was everywhere. We were outside on a bench and I immediately had to get up the second he lit it. I don't understand how people can actually continue to hurt themselves by using tobacco when all it does to you is kills you slowly. I just can't understand it. Not only that but smoking affects everyone around them too. Secondhand smoke and stuff etc. I can't stand it, it drives me crazy. I had to stand about 10 feet away from him. They can hurt themselves but I will cure myself. I stand here at 71 days free of nicotine in general and I'm so proud of that.

Seeing some clown with a lip full of shit walking around is pretty noticeable, annoying and pathetic. My brother was sitting next to a guy spitting into a big clear beer cup at a tigers game. He said he was going to throw up because of the look and smell of that festering cup of sewer. He actually switched seats with me and made me sit next to the disgusting slob. It was nasty as fuck. And I used to be that guy.

Don't glorify that shit one iota. It's bad news top to bottom and side to side.

Quit on...

[gb321]

You know what's worse then being around people who dip? Being around people who smoke. Yeah dip is bad but at least it's not as annoying to the public or as noticeable. I felt the need to say this because yesterday my friend who doesn't dip decided to pull out a black and mild and light it up next to me. It smelled horrible and the smoke was everywhere. We were outside on a bench and I immediately had to get up the second he lit it. I don't understand how people can actually continue to hurt themselves by using tobacco when all it does to you is kills you slowly. I just can't understand it. Not only that but smoking affects everyone around them too. Secondhand smoke and stuff etc. I can't stand it, it drives me crazy. I had to stand about 10 feet away from him. They can hurt themselves but I will cure myself. I stand here at 71 days free of nicotine in general and I'm so proud of that.

[Nolaq]

It's been a few days since I've updated this..

Today I sit here at 70 days free of nicotine. I look back and I notice how much I struggled at first, I'm happy the fog and withdrawal symptoms have passed but I realize that besides those being gone I still struggle the exact same amount that I did on day 3. 5. 37, 58, and today. The physical part has passed but I still have the same meantal struggle that I did back at day 5. Had to get that off my chest but I am now able to deal with my craves like a good quitter. Dip doesn't appeal to me anymore but caves are still killer. Sometimes I get scared that I will cave but then I open my phone and look at roll and look at my name and notice that I won't only let myself down, I'll let this whole site down. That's all I have to say right now sorry I'm just very proud of myself for making it this far.

Well, gb, you certainly stepped on your crank a few times getting out of the gate, but it seems like you are not marking time on it. You're well on your way, bro.

You're also using this site as it is intended. When you have a crave, you come here and post about it. Text a brother. You find other ways to deal with it. We don't give in. We've given our words, and that is all we have. I already gave my word this morning, posting my 1,880th consecutive day where I will not use nicotine in any form.

I quit with you all day on this Friday.

[gb321]

It's been a few days since I've updated this..

Today I sit here at 70 days free of nicotine. I look back and I notice how much I struggled at first, I'm happy the fog and withdrawal symptoms have passed but I realize that besides those being gone I still struggle the exact same amount that I did on day 3. 5. 37, 58, and today. The physical part has passed but I still have the same meantal struggle that I did back at day 5. Had to get that off my chest but I am now able to deal with my craves like a good quitter. Dip doesn't appeal to me anymore but caves are still killer. Sometimes I get scared that I will cave but then I open my phone and look at roll and look at my name and notice that I won't only let myself down, I'll let this whole site down. That's all I have to say right now sorry I'm just very proud of myself for making it this far.

[Rawls]

It's been 9 weeks and things have been easy but something tells me to go back into dipping and yeah I get a few craves but I don't want to. A small part of me wants to get back into it but every other cell in my body is saying no. Nicotine is trying so hard to get back into my life but I'm not letting it today. I'm playing some golf with friends tomorrow and they both dip a lot, they know I quit and they accept that. I promised today I wouldn't use it and my name will be on that roll call list tomorrow. 63 days strong tomorrow I'll be another day stronger but we will worry about that when it comes. Have a good night boys

Proud to quit with you today sir.

You will play golf better without it... Just watch the roller coaster of emotional hell your buddies will ride tomorrow on the course.
I quit with you today!

[worktowin]

It's been 9 weeks and things have been easy but something tells me to go back into dipping and yeah I get a few craves but I don't want to. A small part of me wants to get back into it but every other cell in my body is saying no. Nicotine is trying so hard to get back into my life but I'm not letting it today. I'm playing some golf with friends tomorrow and they both dip a lot, they know I quit and they accept that. I promised today I wouldn't use it and my name will be on that roll call list tomorrow. 63 days strong tomorrow I'll be another day stronger but we will worry about that when it comes. Have a good night boys

Proud to quit with you today sir.

[gb321]

It's been 9 weeks and things have been easy but something tells me to go back into dipping and yeah I get a few craves but I don't want to. A small part of me wants to get back into it but every other cell in my body is saying no. Nicotine is trying so hard to get back into my life but I'm not letting it today. I'm playing some golf with friends tomorrow and they both dip a lot, they know I quit and they accept that. I promised today I wouldn't use it and my name will be on that roll call list tomorrow. 63 days strong tomorrow I'll be another day stronger but we will worry about that when it comes. Have a good night boys

[rdad]

Follow up. Dentist appointment was excellent, it took half as long as it usually did. Dentist told me I have white teeth, I do an excellent job brushing, and my gums look healthier and better then before. No cavities, no white spots, no gum disease or inflated/irritated/shredded gums! All that and no lecture about oral cancer and smokeless tobacco! This quit couldn't be any better! Six Zero

Man I remember slinking in to the dentist and waiting... Waiting... Hoping the questions and the lectures didn't start. Sometimes they did. Sometimes they didn't... But they should have!

Today was a huge win. Huge. Nice 60 GB.

Very nice GB! One little victory at a time.

[worktowin]

Follow up. Dentist appointment was excellent, it took half as long as it usually did. Dentist told me I have white teeth, I do an excellent job brushing, and my gums look healthier and better then before. No cavities, no white spots, no gum disease or inflated/irritated/shredded gums! All that and no lecture about oral cancer and smokeless tobacco! This quit couldn't be any better! Six Zero

Man I remember slinking in to the dentist and waiting... Waiting... Hoping the questions and the lectures didn't start. Sometimes they did. Sometimes they didn't... But they should have!

Today was a huge win. Huge. Nice 60 GB.

[gb321]

Follow up. Dentist appointment was excellent, it took half as long as it usually did. Dentist told me I have white teeth, I do an excellent job brushing, and my gums look healthier and better then before. No cavities, no white spots, no gum disease or inflated/irritated/shredded gums! All that and no lecture about oral cancer and smokeless tobacco! This quit couldn't be any better! Six Zero

[gb321]

Dentist appointment in an hour. 60 days today hope it goes well, I know it'll be fine. Nothing to hide now I don't have anything to worry about and I don't have to hear him lecture me about oral cancer and smokeless tobacco. Freedom is great.

[gb321]

Thanks everyone for all the help, support, accountability, respect, and brotherhood. It's eye opening to see everyone looking at me as a role model, when you guys are way ahead of me. I look up to you guys, you are what keeps me quit, I would be dipping right now but because of everything I learned on here and some personal things I am free and I don't even think about falling back into it. Yeah I get some craves here and there but they're easy to handle. Standing at 58 days free, that's 1 day higher than I was yesterday.

Unlike someone (Not naming Shane's sorry I mean Names) I'm still here and stronger than I was when I caved, I owned up to it. It's just sad to see that happen but I posted roll it won't happen to me today.

Enjoy your Sunday ladies and gentlemen.