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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #71 on: April 03, 2015, 12:26:00 PM »
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Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.
What does Put a tin in my mouth mean?
Literally put a closed tin my mouth
Did you punt that dooshbag in the nuts?

A move like that deserves a ruptured sac. Be careful around "friends" like that bro...
I agree with AJ, does this tool dip? That was a bullshit move if he was a "friend".
Not going to be with him today.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #70 on: April 03, 2015, 11:49:00 AM »
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Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.
What does Put a tin in my mouth mean?
Literally put a closed tin my mouth
Did you punt that dooshbag in the nuts?

A move like that deserves a ruptured sac. Be careful around "friends" like that bro...
I agree with AJ, does this tool dip? That was a bullshit move if he was a "friend".
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #69 on: April 03, 2015, 10:57:00 AM »
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Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.
What does Put a tin in my mouth mean?
Literally put a closed tin my mouth
Did you punt that dooshbag in the nuts?

A move like that deserves a ruptured sac. Be careful around "friends" like that bro...
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #68 on: April 03, 2015, 10:17:00 AM »
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Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.
What does Put a tin in my mouth mean?
Literally put a closed tin my mouth

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #67 on: April 03, 2015, 09:28:00 AM »
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Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.
What does Put a tin in my mouth mean?

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #66 on: April 02, 2015, 09:45:00 PM »
Today a dumb motherfucker decided to put a tin in my mouth. Luckily I didn't cave, would've sucked. I am still quit today. 34 days today and I'm fucking proud. I'm not letting that shit take over my life again. I'm done and that's a promise.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #65 on: March 31, 2015, 09:12:00 PM »
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The past week and a half all I have been thinking about is dip. I have extreme craves and thoughts about leaving killthecan just to dip from time to time. I want it so bad and my friends tell me just dip on special occasions, don't buy a tin only take it if it's offered, stuff like that. I know it doesn't work that way and I'm not going to be the dumbass that leaves, this quit is extremely hard but I'm putting up a fight. I can do this. If it wasn't for you guys I'd be dipping right this minute. You guys are my only hope right now. Day 32 and craving it, what is going on.
What's going on is you're not in the right mindset. You gotta dump those 'friends' for now. Stay the fuck away from them, and their poison.

That includes kicking back with some beers right now. Bad idea. You can drink beers with your buds ina couple weeks.

You need to fucking man up and take this head on. There is nothing passive about Quitting.

I've said it before - QUITTING IS NOT A SPECTATOR SPORT! PARTICIPATION IS REQUIRED!

If you are not making the conscious decision every second of every day for the next few months to not dip, you are setting yourself up for failure.

Protect your Quit. Nothing else matters right now. Nothing.

I know you got my digits. You should use them more, than letting yourself get too close to a cave you can't come back from it.

Own this.
^^^Wise words.

Own it, or be owned. You were not born with dip in your mouth. You don't need it.

This is all about control. Managing your urges will lead to benefits in other parts of your life. Failure to manage this will result in death. This is all about control.

We've talked a lot, Ross. The ball is in your court. At this point you need to be building anger at what you have wasted - not sitting around wishing you were dipping with your buddies.

Own it or be owned. NOLAQ and I can say this with certainty - we WERE owned. Now we own it.

You can do this Ross. But you have got to move forward...
This is when you find out if you really want this. Every one of us quitters had the same thoughts. Every damn last one of us! I remember those days like they were yesterday and every now and then I still have a stupid addict thought pop in my brain. Today ... I crush any thought that would steer me back to the evil can. I'm not having it!!!

My advice is to remember why you came here. You came here because you were owned and your life sucked. Mine did too. These early days build character but you have to power thru them using your tools. Battle for your life! Do NOT give in today. ODAAT . Stay close to the site. Keep your word. Stay quit. You can do this.
Quitting is a march. During a March you may have stretches where you have an uphill slog and you think you can't go on, but if you focus on taking one step at a time don't look at the hill and don't think about the distance of the March, you'll soon get to an easier stretch, or better yet a downhill track. As your March of quit goes on you will have more and more downhill stretches and less uphill ones, but you have to approach it one step at a time either way. Right now it seems that all you can see is the hill in front of you. So just keep your head down and concentrate on one step at a time. Believe me, your terrain will change soon. Hang in their.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #64 on: March 31, 2015, 06:28:00 PM »
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The past week and a half all I have been thinking about is dip. I have extreme craves and thoughts about leaving killthecan just to dip from time to time. I want it so bad and my friends tell me just dip on special occasions, don't buy a tin only take it if it's offered, stuff like that. I know it doesn't work that way and I'm not going to be the dumbass that leaves, this quit is extremely hard but I'm putting up a fight. I can do this. If it wasn't for you guys I'd be dipping right this minute. You guys are my only hope right now. Day 32 and craving it, what is going on.
What's going on is you're not in the right mindset. You gotta dump those 'friends' for now. Stay the fuck away from them, and their poison.

That includes kicking back with some beers right now. Bad idea. You can drink beers with your buds ina couple weeks.

You need to fucking man up and take this head on. There is nothing passive about Quitting.

I've said it before - QUITTING IS NOT A SPECTATOR SPORT! PARTICIPATION IS REQUIRED!

If you are not making the conscious decision every second of every day for the next few months to not dip, you are setting yourself up for failure.

Protect your Quit. Nothing else matters right now. Nothing.

I know you got my digits. You should use them more, than letting yourself get too close to a cave you can't come back from it.

Own this.
^^^Wise words.

Own it, or be owned. You were not born with dip in your mouth. You don't need it.

This is all about control. Managing your urges will lead to benefits in other parts of your life. Failure to manage this will result in death. This is all about control.

We've talked a lot, Ross. The ball is in your court. At this point you need to be building anger at what you have wasted - not sitting around wishing you were dipping with your buddies.

Own it or be owned. NOLAQ and I can say this with certainty - we WERE owned. Now we own it.

You can do this Ross. But you have got to move forward...
This is when you find out if you really want this. Every one of us quitters had the same thoughts. Every damn last one of us! I remember those days like they were yesterday and every now and then I still have a stupid addict thought pop in my brain. Today ... I crush any thought that would steer me back to the evil can. I'm not having it!!!

My advice is to remember why you came here. You came here because you were owned and your life sucked. Mine did too. These early days build character but you have to power thru them using your tools. Battle for your life! Do NOT give in today. ODAAT . Stay close to the site. Keep your word. Stay quit. You can do this.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #63 on: March 31, 2015, 06:01:00 PM »
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The past week and a half all I have been thinking about is dip. I have extreme craves and thoughts about leaving killthecan just to dip from time to time. I want it so bad and my friends tell me just dip on special occasions, don't buy a tin only take it if it's offered, stuff like that. I know it doesn't work that way and I'm not going to be the dumbass that leaves, this quit is extremely hard but I'm putting up a fight. I can do this. If it wasn't for you guys I'd be dipping right this minute. You guys are my only hope right now. Day 32 and craving it, what is going on.
What's going on is you're not in the right mindset. You gotta dump those 'friends' for now. Stay the fuck away from them, and their poison.

That includes kicking back with some beers right now. Bad idea. You can drink beers with your buds ina couple weeks.

You need to fucking man up and take this head on. There is nothing passive about Quitting.

I've said it before - QUITTING IS NOT A SPECTATOR SPORT! PARTICIPATION IS REQUIRED!

If you are not making the conscious decision every second of every day for the next few months to not dip, you are setting yourself up for failure.

Protect your Quit. Nothing else matters right now. Nothing.

I know you got my digits. You should use them more, than letting yourself get too close to a cave you can't come back from it.

Own this.
^^^Wise words.

Own it, or be owned. You were not born with dip in your mouth. You don't need it.

This is all about control. Managing your urges will lead to benefits in other parts of your life. Failure to manage this will result in death. This is all about control.

We've talked a lot, Ross. The ball is in your court. At this point you need to be building anger at what you have wasted - not sitting around wishing you were dipping with your buddies.

Own it or be owned. NOLAQ and I can say this with certainty - we WERE owned. Now we own it.

You can do this Ross. But you have got to move forward...

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #62 on: March 31, 2015, 04:25:00 PM »
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The past week and a half all I have been thinking about is dip. I have extreme craves and thoughts about leaving killthecan just to dip from time to time. I want it so bad and my friends tell me just dip on special occasions, don't buy a tin only take it if it's offered, stuff like that. I know it doesn't work that way and I'm not going to be the dumbass that leaves, this quit is extremely hard but I'm putting up a fight. I can do this. If it wasn't for you guys I'd be dipping right this minute. You guys are my only hope right now. Day 32 and craving it, what is going on.
What's going on is you're not in the right mindset. You gotta dump those 'friends' for now. Stay the fuck away from them, and their poison.

That includes kicking back with some beers right now. Bad idea. You can drink beers with your buds ina couple weeks.

You need to fucking man up and take this head on. There is nothing passive about Quitting.

I've said it before - QUITTING IS NOT A SPECTATOR SPORT! PARTICIPATION IS REQUIRED!

If you are not making the conscious decision every second of every day for the next few months to not dip, you are setting yourself up for failure.

Protect your Quit. Nothing else matters right now. Nothing.

I know you got my digits. You should use them more, than letting yourself get too close to a cave you can't come back from it.

Own this.
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #61 on: March 31, 2015, 03:43:00 PM »
The past week and a half all I have been thinking about is dip. I have extreme craves and thoughts about leaving killthecan just to dip from time to time. I want it so bad and my friends tell me just dip on special occasions, don't buy a tin only take it if it's offered, stuff like that. I know it doesn't work that way and I'm not going to be the dumbass that leaves, this quit is extremely hard but I'm putting up a fight. I can do this. If it wasn't for you guys I'd be dipping right this minute. You guys are my only hope right now. Day 32 and craving it, what is going on.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #60 on: March 29, 2015, 08:18:00 AM »
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So close to caving, I would've caved if I wasn't a part of this team. You guys are the reason I didn't take a pinch of cope wintergreen today if I didn't sign up for this site I would've cave and I wouldn't be where I am right now. Other then that I had a nice weekend kicking back and drinking beers with my boys, watching other kids get mouth cancer laughing at them for being stupid enough to dip tobacco.
There really isn't anything cool or admirable about tobacco or nicotine. Yeah, the first few times you get a buzz. But after that it just takes. I suggest that you start moving to a mindset of anger. Anger that nicotine took money, took time, made you sneaky with your parents, and anger that it is still taking from your friends. We are lucky. Sean Marsee wasn't - we all played Russian Roulette, so let anger build and drive you to the next phase of quit.

Proud to quit with you today.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #59 on: March 28, 2015, 10:36:00 PM »
So close to caving, I would've caved if I wasn't a part of this team. You guys are the reason I didn't take a pinch of cope wintergreen today if I didn't sign up for this site I would've cave and I wouldn't be where I am right now. Other then that I had a nice weekend kicking back and drinking beers with my boys, watching other kids get mouth cancer laughing at them for being stupid enough to dip tobacco.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #58 on: March 28, 2015, 10:55:00 AM »
Congrats on the month, brother!!  Keep kickin' ass. We are all PROUD of you.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #57 on: March 28, 2015, 10:53:00 AM »
Quit on February 28, 2015 which means 1 month today and counting. I'm proud to say I haven't dipped in a month. Huge accomplishment for me. Couldn't have done it without you guys.