I'm on day 209 and my life has changed dramatically. I just took my blood pressure the other day.
123/83,,,, No medication... 7 months ago I was contemplating high blood pressure medication. I thought quitting was impossible. I was contemplating using other methods to quit. All I had was hope, try and maybe tomorrow......
Thank you ktc. Thank you to everyone that was here when I came here. If it were not for all these guys and gals I would probably be on medication right now. I would probably be smoking one of them crack pipes with nocotine in it. I might be using one of them arm patches with the poison slipping in through my weak shell of a man. I would still be feeling like my life didn't belong to me. I DIDN'T HAVE CONTROL OF ME, THE POISON DID!!!
Here I learned that I could be strong,, I just had to believe it. I learned that the poison did not have to control my life. I LEARNED THAT I COULD CONTROL MY ADDICTION!!
The way I learned this was listening to vets like Diesel. My addiction was in control and I don't think someone holding my hand and patting me on the back would have helped much. The addiction had me bound tied and gagged. Tough love is what I needed. I needed someone strong to break that barrier. I was controlled by my addiction for 25 plus years. I needed to be woken up and dragged out. Thanks Deisel! Thanks to all the vest here that don't mind telling me the truth!!!!! End of rant...