Stay Strong Brother....I am just ahead of you by a handful of days and the SUCK is called that for a reason. I am on Day 7 and it was my first day back to work. It was a bitch but I made it! If you need someone to call, reach out....sent you a PM
I was going to see if you could jump into chat and we could talk.
When you are back on the site, go over to chat and meet some people.
We have all been there and it helps to talk about it. It also helps to laugh a little and there are some damn comedians here.
Stay close to the site, read, post and if you can...get into chat tonight.
This is a big day. Stick with it and you will always remember your quit day.
Mine is March 14, 2012 So I haven't touched nicotine for 623 days and I am so glad I found KTC.
Be a fighter and call for help when its too much. (Its not but sometimes you need numbers to cheer you on and keep you swinging!)
The best tool is to get on the site and read or join live chat. These things saved me countless times. That's often impossible at work, so you need to start planning ahead for hard cravings.
1. Get digits and text a quit brother/sister. Folks here will encourage you, distract you, whatever it takes to get through the few minutes that a crave actually lasts.
2. Get something for your mouth. Seeds. Gum. Toothpicks. Atomic Fireballs. Jolly Ranchers. Whatever. I bought 600 packs of sugarless gum, chewed gum by the handful, and had the weirdest shits ever.
3. Drink a glass of water and go for a walk.
4. Focus on the crave and really feel it. Think about it hard, and try to see it for what it is: nicotine trickery. This one is debatable, but if you meditate or if you are generally introspective, you'll learn a lot about yourself, perception, and your brain by analyzing the mechanics of a crave.
5. If all that fails, go find one of those desks with a drawer in the center, right underneath the work area, and then slam your nuts in the drawer until the craving goes away. "JUST ONE" is not an option. There is no just one.