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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #47 on: June 05, 2013, 05:29:00 PM »
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Today I took my 9 yr old and 6 yr old boys and my 2 yr old daughter to the pond for a morning of fishing. Thats right, all three, in no time i had worms crawling loose on the golf cart, one fish hanging with a swallowed hook, and my other son tangled up like pube hairs playing twister... I knew before i left the house this would be a huge step. I just spit some seeds and munched a few jolly ranchers, wow what a morning. Ended up the rascals caught 34 and we cooked 14 for lunch. It was 20 years ago when i last cleaned fish without a cat turd in the lip... Im feeling great on DAY 7... I QUIT and my kids are digging it too
and drock it was most likely all the sweeter now that you are free. you got to spend that quality time without any pauses.

a huge victory for you....just remember this day

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #46 on: June 05, 2013, 03:47:00 PM »
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Today I took my 9 yr old and 6 yr old boys and my 2 yr old daughter to the pond for a morning of fishing. Thats right, all three, in no time i had worms crawling loose on the golf cart, one fish hanging with a swallowed hook, and my other son tangled up like pube hairs playing twister... I knew before i left the house this would be a huge step. I just spit some seeds and munched a few jolly ranchers, wow what a morning. Ended up the rascals caught 34 and we cooked 14 for lunch. It was 20 years ago when i last cleaned fish without a cat turd in the lip... Im feeling great on DAY 7... I QUIT and my kids are digging it too
and drock it was most likely all the sweeter now that you are free. you got to spend that quality time without any pauses.

a huge victory for you....just remember this day

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #45 on: June 05, 2013, 03:37:00 PM »
Today I took my 9 yr old and 6 yr old boys and my 2 yr old daughter to the pond for a morning of fishing. Thats right, all three, in no time i had worms crawling loose on the golf cart, one fish hanging with a swallowed hook, and my other son tangled up like pube hairs playing twister... I knew before i left the house this would be a huge step. I just spit some seeds and munched a few jolly ranchers, wow what a morning. Ended up the rascals caught 34 and we cooked 14 for lunch. It was 20 years ago when i last cleaned fish without a cat turd in the lip... Im feeling great on DAY 7... I QUIT and my kids are digging it too

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #44 on: June 05, 2013, 10:01:00 AM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick .  I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
THIS is addiction at it's finest. Isn't this fucked up? That something has this much control over our lives that we act and think like this? Damn. I've told my wife several times that this addiction, is stupid, stupid, stupid. It's just stupid. We drive ourselves crazy over a goddamn chemical. We kill ourselves over a goddamn chemical. Fuck that. I'm not going to do it. Every day I'm quit is another day of freedom from my life being run by a fucking chemical.

You are rocking it drock! Keep up the quit. I quit with you today.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #43 on: June 04, 2013, 09:36:00 PM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick .  I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
I love that scene. One of the best rants ever captured on film.

Here's a little good news for you: you've cleared that hurdle. The next time you mow, it'll be less dramatic. There will be no "...first time without...." for you to focus on. You'll only think about dip maybe 40% of the time. See how that works? Fight through this crap, and it gets easier.

Rant on, brother...... rant on.
Drock,, a couple words of advice. First one listen to radman. He knows what he's talking about.

I want to touch on something you wrote earlier in the day and i haven't had the time to make a comment on it, but it's been on my mind all day.

You talked about people caving with many days under their belt. You were wondering if the craves stay with you forever. How about this for an answer,, worry about today. Day 6 is the only day you can control. 200 is a number, 400 is a number, so on and so forth. When you get to those days you worry about them. It makes the quit a lot easier when you only worry about today.

Now for redneck wisdom. I don't know how you might feel about being a slave, but i hate it. I never want to be a slave to a weed again. SO,, I WILL NOT EVER TOUCH THE POISON AGAIN,,, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRAVE. YEA, I HOPE THE CRAVES NEVER COME AGAIN. I'M ON DAY 110 SO IT WILL SUIT ME JUST FINE TO NEVER HAVE A CRAVE FROM 111 and SO ON, BUT IF I DO,, I WILL NOT CAVE. NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH I CRAVE. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I HAVE THAT ARE SLAVES. NOT ME, EVER!!! HOW ABOUT YOU JOIN ME IN THIS DICISION. IT IS SO ENLIGHTENING. I quit with you brother.
srans, your right. today is all i have to quit, and i choose to quit today. I plan quitting again in the morning. I was just asking, did these guys cave because they never got passed the funk . I can quit today, i dont want to feel like this five years from now, but i guess hats better than the alternative of no face.
I ve been reading alot, and many stories of cancer. im thankful for all these quitters, and i appreciate your comments and i look forward to quitting one day at a time
Drock7,

1. you are receiving excellent advice here from some very smart quitters.

2. Trust me, trust me, trust me you will not feel like this 5 years from now. I thought the same thing. I didnt want to use, I just wanted to feel normal. This will pass man I promise. And it wont take 5 years, I am just over 150 days and I dont need dip for anything. And either do you. 1-2 tins/day for almost 25 years. I couldnt even take a shit without dip for weeks.

3. You mentioned losing your face. Well that is great motivation to quit. And we have good reason to FEAR the effects of dip. But there are so many more reasons to quit also. No one should have to go through life with their behavior being dictated by a can of shit.

You have a great quit going man, keep it the good one. I am damn proud of you.
One day at a time, good stuff guys. To answer the question about never getting over the funk, read this. It's pretty good and shows that you've got an upswing that'll be here before you know it. Just remember when you feel on top of the world that there is another downturn around the corner. You aren't done just because you feel great after a few weeks! Hope that helps. Even better - one day at a time. Don't worry about how someone else felt on day 223, worry about how your quit is going right now.
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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #42 on: June 04, 2013, 09:17:00 PM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick .  I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
I love that scene. One of the best rants ever captured on film.

Here's a little good news for you: you've cleared that hurdle. The next time you mow, it'll be less dramatic. There will be no "...first time without...." for you to focus on. You'll only think about dip maybe 40% of the time. See how that works? Fight through this crap, and it gets easier.

Rant on, brother...... rant on.
Drock,, a couple words of advice. First one listen to radman. He knows what he's talking about.

I want to touch on something you wrote earlier in the day and i haven't had the time to make a comment on it, but it's been on my mind all day.

You talked about people caving with many days under their belt. You were wondering if the craves stay with you forever. How about this for an answer,, worry about today. Day 6 is the only day you can control. 200 is a number, 400 is a number, so on and so forth. When you get to those days you worry about them. It makes the quit a lot easier when you only worry about today.

Now for redneck wisdom. I don't know how you might feel about being a slave, but i hate it. I never want to be a slave to a weed again. SO,, I WILL NOT EVER TOUCH THE POISON AGAIN,,, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRAVE. YEA, I HOPE THE CRAVES NEVER COME AGAIN. I'M ON DAY 110 SO IT WILL SUIT ME JUST FINE TO NEVER HAVE A CRAVE FROM 111 and SO ON, BUT IF I DO,, I WILL NOT CAVE. NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH I CRAVE. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I HAVE THAT ARE SLAVES. NOT ME, EVER!!! HOW ABOUT YOU JOIN ME IN THIS DICISION. IT IS SO ENLIGHTENING. I quit with you brother.
srans, your right. today is all i have to quit, and i choose to quit today. I plan quitting again in the morning. I was just asking, did these guys cave because they never got passed the funk . I can quit today, i dont want to feel like this five years from now, but i guess hats better than the alternative of no face.
I ve been reading alot, and many stories of cancer. im thankful for all these quitters, and i appreciate your comments and i look forward to quitting one day at a time
Drock7,

1. you are receiving excellent advice here from some very smart quitters.

2. Trust me, trust me, trust me you will not feel like this 5 years from now. I thought the same thing. I didnt want to use, I just wanted to feel normal. This will pass man I promise. And it wont take 5 years, I am just over 150 days and I dont need dip for anything. And either do you. 1-2 tins/day for almost 25 years. I couldnt even take a shit without dip for weeks.

3. You mentioned losing your face. Well that is great motivation to quit. And we have good reason to FEAR the effects of dip. But there are so many more reasons to quit also. No one should have to go through life with their behavior being dictated by a can of shit.

You have a great quit going man, keep it the good one. I am damn proud of you.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #41 on: June 04, 2013, 05:03:00 PM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick .  I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
I love that scene. One of the best rants ever captured on film.

Here's a little good news for you: you've cleared that hurdle. The next time you mow, it'll be less dramatic. There will be no "...first time without...." for you to focus on. You'll only think about dip maybe 40% of the time. See how that works? Fight through this crap, and it gets easier.

Rant on, brother...... rant on.
Drock,, a couple words of advice. First one listen to radman. He knows what he's talking about.

I want to touch on something you wrote earlier in the day and i haven't had the time to make a comment on it, but it's been on my mind all day.

You talked about people caving with many days under their belt. You were wondering if the craves stay with you forever. How about this for an answer,, worry about today. Day 6 is the only day you can control. 200 is a number, 400 is a number, so on and so forth. When you get to those days you worry about them. It makes the quit a lot easier when you only worry about today.

Now for redneck wisdom. I don't know how you might feel about being a slave, but i hate it. I never want to be a slave to a weed again. SO,, I WILL NOT EVER TOUCH THE POISON AGAIN,,, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRAVE. YEA, I HOPE THE CRAVES NEVER COME AGAIN. I'M ON DAY 110 SO IT WILL SUIT ME JUST FINE TO NEVER HAVE A CRAVE FROM 111 and SO ON, BUT IF I DO,, I WILL NOT CAVE. NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH I CRAVE. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I HAVE THAT ARE SLAVES. NOT ME, EVER!!! HOW ABOUT YOU JOIN ME IN THIS DICISION. IT IS SO ENLIGHTENING. I quit with you brother.
srans, your right. today is all i have to quit, and i choose to quit today. I plan quitting again in the morning. I was just asking, did these guys cave because they never got passed the funk . I can quit today, i dont want to feel like this five years from now, but i guess hats better than the alternative of no face.
I ve been reading alot, and many stories of cancer. im thankful for all these quitters, and i appreciate your comments and i look forward to quitting one day at a time

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #40 on: June 04, 2013, 04:54:00 PM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick .  I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
I love that scene. One of the best rants ever captured on film.

Here's a little good news for you: you've cleared that hurdle. The next time you mow, it'll be less dramatic. There will be no "...first time without...." for you to focus on. You'll only think about dip maybe 40% of the time. See how that works? Fight through this crap, and it gets easier.

Rant on, brother...... rant on.
Drock,, a couple words of advice. First one listen to radman. He knows what he's talking about.

I want to touch on something you wrote earlier in the day and i haven't had the time to make a comment on it, but it's been on my mind all day.

You talked about people caving with many days under their belt. You were wondering if the craves stay with you forever. How about this for an answer,, worry about today. Day 6 is the only day you can control. 200 is a number, 400 is a number, so on and so forth. When you get to those days you worry about them. It makes the quit a lot easier when you only worry about today.

Now for redneck wisdom. I don't know how you might feel about being a slave, but i hate it. I never want to be a slave to a weed again. SO,, I WILL NOT EVER TOUCH THE POISON AGAIN,,, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRAVE. YEA, I HOPE THE CRAVES NEVER COME AGAIN. I'M ON DAY 110 SO IT WILL SUIT ME JUST FINE TO NEVER HAVE A CRAVE FROM 111 and SO ON, BUT IF I DO,, I WILL NOT CAVE. NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH I CRAVE. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I HAVE THAT ARE SLAVES. NOT ME, EVER!!! HOW ABOUT YOU JOIN ME IN THIS DICISION. IT IS SO ENLIGHTENING. I quit with you brother.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #39 on: June 04, 2013, 04:13:00 PM »
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Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick . I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
crave has passed , good day quitters
I love that scene. One of the best rants ever captured on film.

Here's a little good news for you: you've cleared that hurdle. The next time you mow, it'll be less dramatic. There will be no "...first time without...." for you to focus on. You'll only think about dip maybe 40% of the time. See how that works? Fight through this crap, and it gets easier.

Rant on, brother...... rant on.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #38 on: June 04, 2013, 04:07:00 PM »
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Drock,
I have been watching your from the your first day here and you are doing it the right way... you post roll you chirp with your group you post on threads you have numbers...keep it up. 

It is not unheard of to be fogged in still or partially in the suck.  everyone is different how their body sheds toxins.  And hell ya we fucked ourselves up we did a dance with the most addicting chemical in the world all for different reasons...well now that dance is over and we need eachother to beat this bitch.

stay strong brother I know you can do it you wouldnt have text me and asked why your name was gone from roll if you didnt care...dig bro dig
^^^^^ full quit Wood, right there!

Drock, keep it up.
That's the fat man flow. ;)

I agree.... you're doing it the right way.

To answer your earlier question: You're an addict for life, but the urges do go away..... almost. It gets much, much easier, but that is problem. It's like a trap. That's why I'm still here. I've seen experienced quit brothers and sisters say "I've got this handled. I don't need to post roll anymore." when the path gets easier. We lost a strong quitter from our for exactly that reason. Call it letting the guard down, or call it getting cocky.

Bottom line: it gets MUCH easier, but always remain diligent.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #37 on: June 04, 2013, 03:49:00 PM »
Its depressing me, im sick of the fake, im sick of the jolly ranchers, im sick of the seeds, and im sick of the WHORE IN THE CAN.... so ive dtermined im just sick . I cut grass today without dip, first time i can ever remember. I thought about dip probably 70 % of the time. Its a mental illness for sure !! Im ok guys, im just venting . The WHORE is trying her best, im not giving in you piece of crap, slut, whore, turd in a can, sack of monkey dung, HOLY CRAP WHERE is THE TYLENOL.... distorted quote from my favorite Clarke W Griswold
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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #36 on: June 04, 2013, 03:34:00 PM »
Erussell, gonna stay invested, these caves prove putting your toe in is not like jumping in! It's your quit drock, don't let these pussies caving scare you. You decide everyday if you will or won't put that shit in your body. Being invested insurers a sounder quit. Keep investing yourself learn what not to do from cavers! And as for the wanting to never think about it, well we already screwed that pooch, delimma if you use it you want off, if your quit you miss it. Best to miss using than wish you were quit since your gonna crave either road you take bro. I quit whith you man!
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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #35 on: June 04, 2013, 03:07:00 PM »
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Drock,
I have been watching your from the your first day here and you are doing it the right way... you post roll you chirp with your group you post on threads you have numbers...keep it up.

It is not unheard of to be fogged in still or partially in the suck. everyone is different how their body sheds toxins. And hell ya we fucked ourselves up we did a dance with the most addicting chemical in the world all for different reasons...well now that dance is over and we need eachother to beat this bitch.

stay strong brother I know you can do it you wouldnt have text me and asked why your name was gone from roll if you didnt care...dig bro dig
^^^^^ full quit Wood, right there!

Drock, keep it up.

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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #34 on: June 04, 2013, 02:35:00 PM »
Drock,
I have been watching your from the your first day here and you are doing it the right way... you post roll you chirp with your group you post on threads you have numbers...keep it up.

It is not unheard of to be fogged in still or partially in the suck. everyone is different how their body sheds toxins. And hell ya we fucked ourselves up we did a dance with the most addicting chemical in the world all for different reasons...well now that dance is over and we need eachother to beat this bitch.

stay strong brother I know you can do it you wouldnt have text me and asked why your name was gone from roll if you didnt care...dig bro dig
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Re: couldnt wait to wake up
« Reply #33 on: June 04, 2013, 02:06:00 PM »
I was thinking about this very same thing when I was running today. Then I realized that we do this very same thing with everything in our lives. I can build up my conditioning to run a marathon in 100 days but as soon as I stop working on my running I start to slide back to a point where running a mile becomes hard.

You can quit, but to stay quit you have to work at it every single day. The 100 days are there to build a solid foundation a base if you will. It is up to you to maintain that foundation for the rest of your life by making the pledge to stay nicotine free every single day.

I quit with you today.