So.... Here I am on day 201. I've fought the fight. I've quit. Through the fog! I've lost 60 lbs and changed all my bad ways! Life is good!!! Came clean to wife and she is proud! Craves, what are you talking about?
Around 4pm some colleagues that I used to work with invited me out for drinks. I went and all was going great. Then one of them pulled out an e cigarette. Told me that it was dr pepper flavored. Yummy! Sooo safe! Sooo cheap!!! No danger! He puffed! He looked so happy. Offered it to me.
5 seconds of hell followed. Tomorrow the first guy I reached out to, flguy42, reaches hof. I have posted my word, 99 days in a row, with him.
Kc guy lives 3 miles from me. He went through hell losing his job 4 weeks ago. I challenged him hard that night, and he kept his word. I gave mine this morning. How could I break it now? 4 weeks ago tonight we were frantically typing to one another while he was fighting the bitch.
One of my mentors, waketech, had almost the exact same experience. How could I let him down? He is a bad ass cop. I work for a booze company. For Christi's sake.... If he can do this, I can.
Today I reached out to a new quitter, gonehuntin. I could I do this to him? No way. He gave me his word. I gave him mine. No way.
I woke up quit. Ill go to sleep quit. Keep your guard up. Keep posting. I haven't had a crave for many many days. Today was a big win. Jake. Erussell. Jayhawk. Gamecock. Scott. Toolshed. Jhawth. Davemo. Derk. Ob. Nick. Guido. Iufan. Kjstout. Itsgottohappen. Sportsfan. And so many others. I gave every one of you and everyone else on this site my word today first thing, and goddamn it I kept it! Fuck you bitch!!!!!! Ill tske my brothers and sisters on this site over you any day!
Thank to all of you.