Sean don't worry about eating for now it won't kill you and soon you will be able to work on killing those extra #'s. After making headway in our addiction many of us find other weaknesses that we want to address. For now nicotine must be #uno, it's also advisable to avoid alcohol for a couple months especially if it is a trigger.
We'll, uhh I did have a few glasses of wine, but did not slip up. Was already drinking when I read that post. I will see what I can do to substitute water for wine over the next few weeks.
My last can is still sitting on my desk, right next to my spit cup. (Coffee cup, meticulously clean and stain free, scrubbed with steel wool to hide the grossness of dip). I have seen it the last two nights while playing video games. Did not touch it or even try to take a wiff of it!!! I totally forgot about it while playing games, which is strange cause that was my prime dip time.
I am trying to plan how to dispose of that cup. Been using it for at least 8 years.. Perhaps out to the desert for some target practice?
Made it thru the second night even with a few glasses of wine... Made it thru today altogether. Time for bed.
I see the point about not worrying about eating, as it is by far the lesser of two evils.
Thanks for the encouragement and words of wisdom. C u on day 3!!!