Gelas Has Fallen

[kd5fic]

One last comment, Gelas, I hope that little statue you bought for yourself with your "savings" from quitting fits nicely up your ass!

[jaygib]

But it is easy TCOPE with the right perspective. It ain't easy on any of us for the first couple weeks or month, but after that it is so easy with perspective. Boy that forest is big--Don't look at the forest just look at the next tree; don't quit forever just quit today or just quit the next time you drive by a gas station with a few bucks burning a hole in your pocket.

He failed not because it was hard. He just didn't know what to do with success, how to handle victory. He was so freaking selfish that he stole the freedom he'd won in life from himself and any of his loved ones.

one addict loses the battle today, another wins--both made a simple choice

[Peyton51]

You're my fuckin boy Ace. You will NEVER catch me.

I'm quittin with Ace tomorrow. Lead, follow or get the fuck out of our way.

[Scowick65]

I just finished reading this thread. My post here is the 54th reply and I have read some really really really good shit. It is a bit hard to add something to mix but I do want to try. I agree TCOPE hit it on the head. I Surrender.

When I read Gelas's posts I never really get the sense that he deep down he admits he is an addict. This is why he is just sick of fucking quitting. This is why he can write that it was other cavers that weekend his quit. Classic drug addict bullshit.

The day I admitted I was addicted to nicotine was the day I controlled nicotine instead of nicotine controlling me. It does not make quitting easy, it just means I call the shots. Me thinks this never happened for Gelas. I also wonder if that is when NOLAQ turned his quit? It is kinda like when nine said posting was no longer a choice it was a cause. Thoughts?

Never fucking again! I just burned that bridge. I quit with all of you.

[AceInTheHole]

I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion.  I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.

Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more.  I will not be weak.  I will not cave.  I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.

I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.

Peyton, this is EXACTLY why we hold cavers accountable.

Learn, be strong, stay quit.

@ Peyton51...step on fucking toes if it makes you stay quit Brother...I'm only 2 days in but committed and if talking shit and reminding a twat like Gelas that he's a bigger pussy than Justin Bieber makes me stay quit, so be it.

My newbie perspective on this site is that you're fucking IN or you're fucking OUT. Today, I'm IN. Tomorrow morning when I get up I'm IN again, and every motherfucker in here that quits with me again tomorrow is a reminder that it CAN be done...I don't know them, but they know me, and they know how much suck is in day 1, day 2, day 3. You know how much suck is in day 4...I'll get there.

Newbie to Newbie, you're right, this sight is the fucking BOMB! Stay ahead of me, I hope I never catch you!

[Nolaq]

I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion. I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.

Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.

I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.

Peyton, this is EXACTLY why we hold cavers accountable.

Learn, be strong, stay quit.

[30yraddict]

Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.

Day 4 quit trumps a day 142 cave anyday!

Well said, sir!

[Peyton51]

I recognize that many of you who are posting on this thread have some serious history with gelas, and because I'm not a vet, maybe I have no place in this discussion. I apologize in advance if I'm stepping on toes ... I just wanted to throw a newbie perspective in the mix.

Gelas, I dont know you at all, but you just made me want to stay quit 1000% more. I will not be weak. I will not cave. I will not let this mother fucking pussy ass nic bitch control my shit for one more second.

I look forward to getting to you know all better, and I cant tell you how grateful I am for this site. Day 4 down. Lick my fucking taint nic bitch.

[Capt Kylos]

I am beyond disappointed Gelas you piece of shit....that Sunmaid raisin lady on your avatar has more balls than you, you cunt. I hope when they remove your feeding tube from the cancer lesion that was your face, you will see how good your planned cave was you douchebag sack of cunt hair.

[Ready]

Fail

[Nolaq]

First, I'm going to say TCOPE, I think you nailed that one on the fucking head!

I'm going to drop a big load of my own two cents on this and then I'm done.

Like Dean and LaQuitter, I don't get mad at this shit anymore. It's not worth it. You wanna cave? Go ahead. You don't damage me when you do, so fuck you and your search for shock value. There ain't a mother fucker here (or anywhere) that can MAKE me dip again.

I don't think Gelas was a guy who found himself in a bad situation and made a bad decision, fucked up, and is back to work. I remember Gelas vaguely when he came on board. He and Frazzled showed up about the same time. I watched Gelas from afar so to speak. I watched him do all the right things: he posted roll; he got engaged; he talked shit; like Dean says, he apparently put "skin in the game". He made the Hall, he wrote a speech - a good one at that.

Too bad it was all a lie.

Now, Gelas, in my opinion is not a guy that consciously lied on a daily basis when he posted roll. We saw Dad of Five do that shit for 18 days. No, in my humble opinion, Gelas never believed any of this. He didn't buy into this thing from the start. He was going through the motions.

Now, why do I believe this? Well, cuz I was the same way at first. I posted roll, and didn't really know why. I signed on everyday and tried to engage, but didn't get a whole lot of response back. For a while, I just layed back and posted. Then, it just sorta happened, but I got my head straight about this place. I know I could walk away from here and NEVER put that shit in my face again, but I won't do that for three reasons:

First, posting roll is my daily reminder for me NOT to stuff my face. It's a great reminder, and it takes me 30 fucking seconds.

Second, the camaraderie. You can't buy what we have here.

Third, Pay it Forward. This place saves my life every day. If I can help just ONE guy feel the same way (no homo), then I'm gonna stick around.

Gelas does not have his head straight, and therefore cannot be helped right now. When all of you were using, could anyone talk you out of it?

Nope.

Gelas, when you read this, know that when your shit is wired straight, you will have more support than you deserve. Until then, get your head out of your ass.

[sas32032]

Gelas, you suck. Don't come back here and say I'm tired of quitting. We don't care. You think you are a man by coming here and saying "I planned my cave". Well we don't care. I want a chew just as bad as you wanted one yesterday. But I chose not to. And you did. Then you bring your shit up into this house like you are a hero for caving. Well guess what, go fuck yourself. How many times have you heard that today. We don't fucking care if you are tired of quitting here. Cuz we are not. SO GO FUCK YOUR SELF, AND DON'T FUCKING COME BACK!!!

[TCOPE]

I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise.  I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.

i've seen this many, many times....

What this really means is "I surrender."

Oh, it's not about making a decision to not quit anymore. That's the reverse negative of the situation. What it means is "I just don't care about living anymore".

If it were easy we'd all be quit.

I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world, and a
Desire to enjoy it.

TCOPE

[30yraddict]

Sack up.  If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit.  For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears.  Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved?  If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce.  Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...

The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.

And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.

I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.

Goodbye Gelas.

Nice mustache.

If you are still trying to burn your bridges, rest assured that you need not bother anymore. Until you get your head on straight, you do not belong here. There was a time that you took this seriously. Please respect those of us that still do. There is nothing to be gained by staying here. Goodbye Gelas.

[Gelas]

Sack up.  If you really think the cavers made it easy for you to cave then you sir are believing your own lies and bullshit.  For a guy that started a bunch of shit early on you sure do have a way in making sure that you are still full of shit it appears.  Were you looking for Chaos and XRMatt to see if they would fuck with you because you caved?  If so I hope they come back soon and see your pathetic ass and pounce.  Either get to quitting and grow a sack or GTFO with you bitching and moaning...

The cavers didn't make it easy, that's not what I meant. I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye. Maybe I should have just ducked out. I mentioned the cavers because I truly believe I don't deserve to be back posting in September as a Day 1...that just ain't right for the new quitters and I knew that's what people would say to do. I'm just sick of fucking quitting.

And I never said anything bad about the Marines so Romandog you can go fuck yourself. I think they're great. I said I was shocked a pussy like Rebeldog was a Marine. And he is the pussy who started shit with me so mind your own fucking business.

I'm not trying to make excuses. I didn't break a promise. I just decided I didn't want to quit anymore.

Goodbye Gelas.

Nice mustache.