Gelas Has Fallen

[Gelas]

Yesterday I planned on caving and I did it, which is why I never posted. Could an administrator please see to it that my Hall of Fame speech is taken down? I don't deserve to have it posted next to all of yours, unless it is labeled in such a way that all who read it know that I have caved. Gelas the psycho who flips out on everyone who caves, has fallen.

I can't even post in my group telling them because I'm not clean, but I'm sure they will hear.

I take full responsibility for my actions, but IÂ’d like to say that seeing cavers come back was one of the main things that lead to my decline. I knew I could come back at any time if I really wanted to. I would just jump through the hoops, tell you all how sorry I was and promise that I would call next time. I would hear it from LOOT and Smokey and April 2011, but ultimately I would be fine and I would just start out at day 1 again.

ThatÂ’s why I burned my bridges and said I don't want to be taken back.

IÂ’m sorry guys. Good luck with everything.

[tarpon17]

My faith in humanity is being restored. Together we quit. Everyday. Together we beat them.

thats right. with each new member, each hour that goes by, we cheat the nic bitch and big tobacco. Fuck them forever!

[Gelas]

Now I'm fucking salivating. Fucking UST motherfuckers.

[Maverick55]

Boom Goes the Dynamite!!

[Gelas]

My faith in humanity is being restored. Together we quit. Everyday. Together we beat them.

[Scowick65]

Ah the cool-aid!!! Congrats Gelas, nice turn around in a short period of time. Not that we hounded you or anything! You now have a massive amount of support at your fingertips, collect some numbers, make the call/text if you need to. The first few days will suck but that healthy grudge you've developed will serve you well and you'll get through this. Yup, you're an addict, so am I, so is every other dip spittin', smoke ring blowin, dip between the toes dip shit on this site. But we all have one thing in common, we've all made the decision that nothing controls our lives but us today. We wake-up everyday and we make that choice again.

I'm proud to quit with you Gelas. You need anything PM me.

Welcome to the show brother! Job well done. Love it.

[Maverick55]

Ah the cool-aid!!! Congrats Gelas, nice turn around in a short period of time. Not that we hounded you or anything! You now have a massive amount of support at your fingertips, collect some numbers, make the call/text if you need to. The first few days will suck but that healthy grudge you've developed will serve you well and you'll get through this. Yup, you're an addict, so am I, so is every other dip spittin', smoke ring blowin, dip between the toes dip shit on this site. But we all have one thing in common, we've all made the decision that nothing controls our lives but us today. We wake-up everyday and we make that choice again.

I'm proud to quit with you Gelas. You need anything PM me.

[GlennFtheKodiak]

I remember many years ago watching a special on HBO about these crack heads in Boston (turns out this was the documentary featuring Dicky Eklund, the brother of Mikey Ward of the "The Fighter") and thinking I was no better than them as i was sitting there with my face stuffed full of Kodiak. We are all addicts, if Kodiak or any other dip had the same affects as crack we'd have all been in the same boat.

[brianl]

The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.

I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.

Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.

Being an addict sucks. No getting around that.
What doesn't suck is being man enough to stand up to your addiction, no matter what it is.
Having the strength to beat your addiction down into submission is the greatest feeling in the world. But always remember that you are an addict and there is no such thing as "I've got this beat" or "I can handle just one".
You can't. Your an addict. SO FUCKING WHAT! Your a man and taking charge of your life.
What's embarrassing about that?

Stay Strong-Stay Quit!!


Brian

[Gelas]

UST and everyone associated with it are fucking assholes. Those cocksuckers make profits from death. They targeted me and my brothers. But you know what? We're going to beat those assfucks because posting roll is more powerful than their drug.

Fuck UST. Fuck the corporate executives of UST, especially. Fuck everyone who has contributed to UST's growth and development, including myself for the past 14 years.

[minuteofangle]

The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.

I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.

Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.

HOLY SHIT MY BROTHER...I BELIEVE YOU ARE STARTING TO GET IT!!!
We are all addicts here....Now get real fucking mad at US tobacco for convincing you that their product is cool and that its something that you should do. A product that takes your money and then kills you slowly while making them richer......Forchristsake, they direct their advertising at children OUR children! 'Finger' you UST suck my big fat NON-DIPPING cock you sorry fuckers....Now back to our regular programming.

MOA

[Gelas]

The embarrassment of being an addict is starting to set in. IÂ’m a fucking drug addict and thatÂ’s so fucked up to think about. The amazing thing is, the person who warned me most about drugs- telling me it was a one-way street- was my grandpa, the same man who would let me puff his cigar when I was just a toddler.

I don’t blame him. In his mind, and he is a medical doctor and now 94 years old, tobacco is not a problem. He always said, “I control the cigar, the cigar does not control me.” But it’s not like that with me. Maybe I don't have the willpower he has. Maybe he didn't really control the cigar after all.

Times in the past when I cut down hoping to quit, I always came back strong. I am an addict and that’s a bit depressing, knowing I’ll always be an addict. “Addict” has such a negative connotation, and it should. I’m just a bit ashamed of myself for being one. But I guess I’d rather be one and know it than be relatively ignorant of that fact like I was a few days ago.

[Gelas]

Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting.  I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though.  Thanks.

Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.

My bad. Just getting into the spirit of the thread. Way to pull the trigger.

Hey, that's ok man. Surprisingly I wasn't all that offended. I usually fly off the handle with shit like that but nope, you are my brother and I don't mind just simply stating what I'd like.

Thank you, Smokeyg. I'm glad we're quitting together.

[Smokeyg]

Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting. I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though. Thanks.

Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.

My bad. Just getting into the spirit of the thread. Way to pull the trigger.

[Gelas]

Dude that is a totally horrible name to call my girlfriend but i do appreciate your enthusiasm towards quitting. I would appreciate if you didn't refer to her like that though. Thanks.

Oh, and the nicotine is gone from the house, thrown in a dumpster in town but I don't know where and I'm not looking.