day 30- Believe it or not, yard work can be done without a dip!! I've been outside all day pulling weeds, mowing and tending to my little garden and not once did I crave a cancer turd.
I was laughing at myself while I was out there becuase I was thinking how I used to do yard work. I would always put just enough dip in to where it was not very noticeable, you know in case my kids would happen to look out the window, and then the whole time I was out there I would make sure that my face was always turned away from the windows- FUCKING PATHETIC
And this is going to sound corny as fuck, but I dont care, while I was tending my little garden box, I noticed that my watermelons were starting to sprout, little melons no more the size of a grape, but there they were, and it got me thinking that my garden is a lot like my quit. It needs special attention EVERY day, there is no "I'm too busy to get out there and water it and pull the weeds" because you know what happens to a garden that is deprived of attention- it dies and all the hard work that I put into it was for nothing. My quit is like that, if I dont acknowledge it EVERY day (post roll), then I am neglecting my quit and am putting it in jeopardy, however, if I am diligent in my quit like I am my garden, then it too will flourish.
I am quit.