139 days in... been awhile since i added anything to my intro. Dont feel comfortable doing a HOF yet. Still taking it day by day. Seems really easy now, but i know that bitch is right behind me; waiting for me to have a beer to many or be really down. Looking forward to hitting day 200. Now if only my wife would give up the cigarettes. Fake dip doesn't do anything for me anymore. Still use sunflower seeds when im hanging around camping or outside, but in no way like i used to. I don't think about using when i get in the car anymore. Feeling really good about being quit, but that bitch is always there. Purpose for writing this is that i keep thinking i can have "just one". I know how that turns out, one turns into 2 which turns into just on the weekends, then just when i have a drink then just out of work then im back in. Not this time, not 1. Not 1 dip, not 1 cigarette, not 1 cigar. NOT 1.
secretmassdipper 139 - Quit Like Fuck