Started dipping in 1990 on Guam while in the military. Loved it. Still do. Hate it at the same time and want to be done with it. Have tried in the past but I let excuses bring me back and Can't wait to get stressed out so I have the excuse to go back to it.
I'm addicted to it and that pisses me off.
Day one started 5 hours ago when I threw my stash in the toilet.
Well brother way to bulldog your quit right into the shitter, from me military man to another welcome in and let me say that site can and will save your life, one day at a time, but you need to buy in, invest a little bit of time and do this daily as a new habit o replace your addiction caused habits.
Read the welcome center at the pink/salmon link above at the top.
PM me if you want to exchange phone numbers so I can help you more at anytime.
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