Hey brother, I know your pain! Stop thinking about it and stop turning to others for support. If you cant wuit on your own, then you can't quit. What if the internet went down tomorrow and you could never again log in to kill the can? What would happen to all of these people who rely on others to quit through daily rolls?
Here is a copy of a message I wrote to another quitter. Take it as my opinion.
Hey, its your brother Lucius here,
Ignore those faggots who doubt you for failing to post roll. You don't need that shit. Tobacco cans come in rolls, and those bitches love it.
As for you, TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE!!!!
Believe me, brother to brother, I know the temptation. I quit over a month ago after ten years of dipping daily. That beautiful round tin, the raised letters on the metal, that sweet aroma. FUCK THAT SHIT. Its called cancer!!!! Its called DEATH!
Brother, I dont care if you never post roll again, I WILL NOT JUDGE YOU. The fact is, if you never put a dip in your lip, you have won. Posting roll is just one method. Some of us actually have shit to do, so we dont have time for sucking up to each other.
Brother, whatever category you may fall into, remember this. Each time you place that dip in your lip, your mind starts to tick. you feel that burn, you wonder "is it a tumor forming?" You buy that can and you ask "Is it cancer, or a rash?" You kiss your girlfriend and you think, "Will she taste my bloody gums?"
The answer is YES.
Tobacco kills. Congrats on tobacco alts. Everyone has different preferences, but I have found that Smokey Mountain wintergreen is great for me (if you dip wintergreen.) You can find it at many Wal-Marts.
If you did in fact relapse, its cool. Don't kill yourself over it (the tobacco is doing it for you), instead say "Lucius was a pussy. He sucked a leaf for ten years like a slave bitch, but then he broke free. So can I."
I am here with you my dear friend. I want you to survive. If you keep buying dip you WILL die. Its SOOOOOOO hard to quit, but YOU'VE GOT WHAT IT TAKES.
Its not posting roll. Its not chatting with quitters. Its keeping your bottom lip empty of tobacco no matter what. Fill it with herbal chews, altoids, gum or whatever, but don't let that tobacco in.
GOOD LUCK!!!!
-Lucius DeBorgia