Sounds stupid but just needed a response/support --and you guys sent in the big dogs "Diesel"
Shits flushed --made it through --feels like I'm back at day 1 body is shaking and shit--but no way to get nic tonight
Unreal---you vets speak the truth Nic's a cruel bitch --no worries I'm clean and will post roll tomorrow for day 5
Thanks for your thoughts
robbie
Does not sound stupid at all. You're right on track. Keep grinding.
It sucks right now, we all know that because we've all been in your exact shoes. I didn't think you'd make it 5 hrs let alone 5 days. 5 days is fucking huge though.
Might as well keep going. You only want to do this shit once.
Listen to me when I say this because its the 100% Gods honest truth. Things will get better. The pain and struggle in the early days is absolutely worth it.
Every day you go without and every hurdle you clear, like you did tonight by throwing out your nic tacs and not "speed cruising" through your sons teething episode add up. Eventually those little victories add up and that huge rock you're pushing right now inch by inch, WILL GAIN momentum and start to roll. Its just gonna take time.
The pysical parts a bitch and rewiring your brain is tough, but I'm proof that anybody can do it.
You cannot imagine how great it feels to be free, to not be a slave, to not turn to a can every time the going gets tough. Its beyond beliefe. I wish I would have quit sooner. I dont need dip and never did. Nobody does.
Keep fighting bro, and don't be afraid to reach out to us, rage, bitch, whine, cry or complain. We are here for you.