Bringing some noise!
Nice 9 Bills Waste
I just went back and read thru the first 100 days of your quit WP. Very informative and an eye opener for me for sure. I quit with you. Erussell 230.
My first 100 days was drama filled hell with a side crazy.
Luckily, I had some good people that had my back (and still do). From the moment I quit, I wanted to be quit. I struggled (like when I almost left this site in the 20s or when I had to ground myself in the forties), but it's fucking worth it now.
I love being quit, and I love this site for giving me the program, tools, and a microphone to spurt my insanity for all to see. I honestly can't believe it's been 900 days. My first week is pretty fuzzy on names, but I remember the physical pain I was in. I remember no sleep for a month. I remember my wife rolling her eyes when I told her I quit again. But the thing I remember the most is sitting here every night texting my friends going through the same shit I was.
We're fucking winning, guys. But we haven't won shit if we fuck up. I control my actions. Nobody else, and I will not use. One day, when I'm in the ground , declare victory for me. Until then, I'm staying vigilant.
Just this morning, my wife saw how many people told me congrats and thank you (via Facebook, via texts). She told my son, and he came up and gave me a great big hug. That's the power of this site. It's not my quit. It's our quit. We fight this together.
You have my word.
900 for 900.